April 25, 2009

Umaaraw Umuulan


“Umaaraw umuulan… ang buhay ay sadyang ganyan”

Habang sinusulat ko ito kakatila lang ng ulan… mukhang babalik nanaman si summer. Matagal na akong di nakakaligo sa ulan. Kasi naman wrong timing lagi si ulan. Pag umulan na sa school ako o kaya wala sa mood maligo. Kanina tsambsa si ulan. Tapos kumakanta kami ng Here comes the sun”. Ayun umulan ng malakas. Naligo ako kanina kasama ko ang kapatid ko. Masaya. Minsan ko lang kasi gingawa ito. Parang nagbalik ako sa pagkabata.

Kahapon naman nasa supernova ako ulit. Umuulan din nun. Nag-uusap kami tapos medyo Malabo ang sagot ko. Tapos sabi ni anj ang labo mong kausap. Sabi ko naulan kasi eh…. Haha… wasak talaga…

Senti evening

"Wanted bedspacer na mabait... yung panay marunong magligpit"
I went to supernova today. Ito yung kapalit sa ojt sana namin. I am really nervous because it is my first time to go there alone because marj is too lazy to go. I really have problem with directions. And supernova is so far from super pasay. I’m really scared. I thought I will not be able to be my destination. I usually spend my day at nova using the net. I really don’t listen to the lecturer. Nakakatamad naman kasi. Nang pauwi lis and anj wanted to drink starbucks coffee. I was jokingly telling them na ilibre nila ako. I didn’t know na totohanin nila. I love coffee but I’m really simple girl. I’d rather keep my 120 pesos than buying one starbucks coffee. Parang unreasonable talaga yung price. Tapos I rode at the MRT. I am armed with my mp3. Simple things make me happy. Walking or traveling alone at night while listening to my mp3 is included there. Pero I’m really nervous because there was some place where it was really dark and I’m petrified parang anytime someone could get my belongings. Hehehe… tapos ang feeling mo lagging may tao sa likod because of the light effects. Nagiging dalawa yung shadow ko. Wasak talaga… oh… I downloaded wanted bed spacer album of ely buendia. Ang tagal ko ng naghahanap niyan. Wala akong Makita sa record bars. Ang astig ng “Wanted Bed spacer”!! pinaka favorite ko yan.. sunod “santo”. Tapos nag download din ako ng sa taken by cars. Di ba sabi ko balak kon bumile ng album nila kasi hinde kompleto yung na download ko… pwes… ngayon hindi na ako bibili… nakumpleto ko na eh… wahahaha…

The truth about him

“Sunod sunod na kamalasan ang dumadating di ko na alam ang aking gagawin”

I know this is something stupid. But I am confused. Gago kasi siya eh! Nananahimik ako bigla na lang niya ginugulo ang mundo ko. It is just a fucking infatuation! Yes infatuation is the right word… I looked in the dictionary and this is the meaning of it. Infatuated-foolish; completely carried away by unreasoning passion or attraction. Attraction… he is not my type if you are talking about physical attributes. He is not handsome! He is antipatiko, arrogant and has a big fat tummy. I hate him for being around and distracting me. I just keep on thinking about him and the stupid things he did to me. Bakit naman hindi, I am studying in an exclusive school and I am not really exposed to guys. No wonder he will be the main subject of my brain. I hate him for doing things that makes me vulnerable. I know that he is insensitive and not aware because he is too old and too busy to think of those things. I guess that he is also like that to some selected people. But I just feel something is different. I wanted to know what he feels for me. If he feels the same, thought that is stupid to think about. Nakakainis kasi siya… he should be considerate to a young girl’s feelings. Why he touched my fucking hands and why he let me feels different because of the way he is treating me. Fuck that guy!

April 18, 2009

H.K.


“Here comes the sun… here comes the sun and I say its alright…”

A lot of things happened to me. I don’t know where to start.

Oh well, I will just tell you the story about my Hong Kong experience. Yes! We went to Hong Kong with my whole family plus my relatives at my mother’s side. It’s really an unforgettable moment because it’s a rare event that we all of us will be in a vacation. I was the official photographer. Hahaha!! My father let me hold the camera. I capture every minute that is worth remembering like we are in the airport, in the airplane… this is the first time me and my brothers ride in the plane. I was beside my big bro… I know he is being sweet brother or being nurse because he kept on asking me if I feel like vomiting. I don’t have much stomach in traveling… haha!! I mean I have this history of felling dizzy or vomiting while traveling. But thank God nothing happens like that. I felt dizzy for a while. I hate how slow the airport service. We spent our first day on waiting. We only have 3 days on 2 nights. Because we don’t have any time to go to some place we just went to the mall riding on a MTR.

That’s when comparing happens. We rode on MTR, MRT in the Philippines. In the MTR station it’s really nice. Walang wala talaa ang MRT. Ang bilis pa. so yun… then we ate somewhere.. and it’s my first time to hear a restaurant that doesn’t have any spoon and forks. I know how to use chopsticks but my father and uncle doesn’t know how to.

2nd day will be the highlight of the whole event. We went to Hong Kong Disneyland.

On the last day we just shopped. Basta I will never forget this. I’m really forgetful. But don’t worry I may forget dates but I can’t forget the memories.

Toyang



“They try to tell us we are too young, too young to really be in love…”

One lazy afternoon, I’m looking at some old pictures while listening to my iPod (hehehe… actually it’s only a cheap mp3 mas maganda pakinggan yung iPod eh..) nostalgia hits me. Maybe thanks to the songs that randomly plays like Patlang by Cambio and For you I will by… I don’t know. Well walang ka connect connect yung songs in my life pero surprisingly I was able to listen to the lyrics while looking at the pictures at maganda yung lyrics. I saw my pictures when I was about a year old till 10. I saw the pictures with my foreign cousins, uncles and aunties. Then I realized some things… Like why old people are scared when they hear the word birthday. For some reasons, I got scared now being old. When you are old tons of responsibilities awaits you. Idagdag mo pa ang libo-libong bayarin. I am 19 years old and 1 to 2 years from now I will be dealing with adult stuffs like paying TAXES!!, voting, paying bills… I don’t like it. Ngayon ko na realize that I just want to be a kid again. You know just playing around without thinking how cruel or hard life is… without thinking magkano na ba ang meralco bill namin ngayon… but when I was still a kid I remember that I wish I’m already an adult to have all the freedom in the world…

But I guess I am not too young at all!!

Minsan…

November 25 (Tuesday)

“minsan tayo’y naging tunay na magkaibigan”

During a 6-hour break, you can expect literally anything and everything to happen.

Me, Anj, Lis, and Marj went to our org booth to pick up our org shirts, but no one was there. We ended up just hanging out and talking since we knew this would be our official tambayan next school year once we take charge of the organization. (We’re actually going to be 4th years next year, by the way!)
We started discussing who should be the next president, vice president, and so on. I was joking around, saying I was rooting for Anj—even though Anj is notorious for being absent all the time, haha! Then they started writing down candidate names on a piece of paper and asked me, "Saan mo gusto?" I told them I wanted to be the org moderator! Hahaha! Taas ng pangarap! I added that I’d also be perfectly content being the org mascot!

After laughing so hard, we went to the music room to work on our music project, where the tawanan just continued. Ang saya! Haha!
When lunch rolled around, they kept teasing me that they wanted to eat at my house. I told them no, so as we headed out, they started following me toward the jeepney stop. I decided to hide from them and sneak off to take the LRT instead—tinaguan ko sila.
But I made a huge mistake: I left my phone! When I arrived home, my mom told me they had texted her asking if I was safe. The next thing I knew, they were already standing outside our gate! So ayun, pinapasok ko sila. Cue more endless laughing. They were like, "Nagalala kami sa'yo, akala namin nakidnap ka na ng mga naka-FX!" It felt like a little experiment for me. I proved that di nila ako matitiis—they just can't have fun without me! Hahaha!

Afterward, we went to MOA. First, we ate at a place that sells crepes (I forgot the name, basta nilibre kami ni Lis). Then we went to Timezone, played games, and took pictures. We got so caught up in the fun that we didn't realize... we were already late for our 5:00 PM class! We ended up arriving back at school past 5:30 PM. Wala lang, ang saya lang talaga.

Lis and Anj have been my friends since 1st-year college. I have to admit, I had a hard time dealing with them during our freshman year, but as the year came to an end, nalaman na namin ang kiliti ng bawat isa. As for Marj, she’s been my classmate since 1st-year high school! Now, the four of us are together. Rambol talaga 'pag ganun.

I think that’s what sets us apart from our other blockmates. We’ve been through so much together... naks! So wala na silang magagawa dun. I honestly can't imagine being close friends with any other blockmates if I weren't in this course. Di ko lang talaga alam...

"Ngunit mabilis maglaho ang kahapon... sana ay 'wag kalimutan ang ating pinagsamahan. Kung sakaling mapadaan, sana ay huwag kalimutan na minsan tayo ay naging tunay na magkaibigan."

I was Taken by Cars!




“I think you got the wrong idea… I think you got the wrong idea…”

I am into Taken by Cars in these hot summer days… The Endings of the New Kind is the first OPM album I downloaded in the net while my boring professor was discussing something. I am really into buying original cds especially OPM albums. Blame my boring professor for downloading their album. When I heard their first single “Uh Oh” I thought it is by a foreign artist. I don’t know if it’s good or bad thing. I think their music is shoegaze that’s how they described it I heard them saying in their interview. I really don’t know what does it means. Anyways I am really into Alternative, Rock and Rock alternative music but because of these OPM artist like Up dharma down, Taken by Cars and Sinosikat? they let me discover and love other types of music. They are really great. I am a kind of listener who first listens to our own. Yes, I am also listening foreign bands like Incubus, Weezer, The Killers and Panic at the disco but I don’t buy their albums because they are very expensive!! Hahaha… I just download their songs. Actually I have about 30 original albums of OPM artists. I collected it for 3-4 years. Ang tagal di ba? Hehehe…

My favorite track from the album will be “December 2 Chapter VII. I really like their sound although it is something fresh to my ears. Let’s add the beautiful and magnificent videos of their songs. I just saw “Neon Brights”. Surprisingly Jake Cuenca is the main character for that song. I think the band didn’t even appear on the video. I love the effects they incorporate in that video. May pag ka artistic yung theme. I also like the idea na Jake has this “unexplained power”. I don’t know who directed it. I guess it’s Wincy Ong because he is on the video too. By the way I have a crush on Sven… hahaha… ang weird niya kasi!!

Actually even if I downloaded it I am still considering buying their album because I just got 8 songs. I think it’s not complete. And it is a really great album from a really great band who loves taking risks…

December 23, 2008

These are a few of my favorite things



“Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens…. Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens…Brown paper packages tied up with strings…These are a few of my favorite things”

We are living in a material world indeed. So here I am to share to you some things that I can’t live without. Spoiler alert! You can’t see any cellphone here. This is in no particular order.

1) Sketch Pad and my pencil- I love to draw. But I am not that good. I love to sketch faces. I think that’s my expertise. Hehehe…
2) Notebook- kakapanood ko lang kasi ng The Notebook. Hahahaha… Seriously I like to write stuff from my mind but not stuff from school.
3) I.D. and USB- I.D. because without it I can’t enter my school, and if I don’t go to school my life will be a wasak one! USB because my current important files are all here.
4) Reading Materials- I like to read books, magazines, comic books and songhits. Hindi kasama ang mga school books ha…
5) CDs and Eraserheads- I can’t live without music and eraserheads. Hahaha… I am a supporter of Original Cds. That’s why I am always broke.
6) Mirror- Of course! Pag may dumi ako sa mukha nakakahiya naman kung iba yung unang makakakita.
7) Laptop- Siyempre I am a student majoring in I.T.
8) Radio- It may die anytime soon because of Ipods or MP3s… But nothing beats the radio pa rin… in my opinion.
9) Coffee- Don’t know why…
10) Jacket- my classrooms are all air-conditioned and I stay up to 8:00 pm so kailangan talaga ng jacket para di maging frozen delight!
11) Bag- I love collecting bags… I can’t imagine myself going to school using plastic bags… hahaha
12) Paintbrush and Paints- I am an artist… kuno… hahaha

Notice that I don’t have cellphone there because I can live without it. FYI: me and Raymund Marasigan have the same cellphone unit The only electronic thing I put there is laptop and radio. I don’t put Playstation, PS2 , MP3s because I don’t have that. Hahaha…I am not kikay so mirror lang yung nandyan. I can live without makeup because I don’t use it.

December 20, 2008

Shrekkkk!!!

December 7 (Sunday)

“Nalilito… nahihilo…. Asan ba ko sa’yo…”

This is it!! Today is the fight of De Lahoya and Pacquiao. The event of the year. Maybe next to the eheads concert. Hahaha… I encouraged my friends last Wednesday that we should bet on who we think will win. Me and Lisa betted for De lahoya while Anj proudly betted for Pacquiao. So now we will now who will earn hundred bucks.
I woke up with a fever. I get the automatic thermometer (ganun ba tawag dun… I forgot) basta yung modern na thermometer yung tumutunog. We have 2. I put one in my left armpit and the other one in my right. Then the thermometer in my right finished first. My temperature is 35.2 C. then the other thermometer is by Fahrenheit. Ang tagal tumunog. Nag 97.5 F na ayaw pa tumunog. Eh ang tagal na niya sa kilikili ko. So hindi ko na tinapos. Ang init ko!! Anyways my brother is here. Ang tagal nyang hindi pumupunta dito. He slept beside me. Isn’t that sweet? Nah… there is no other place eh.
Then I decided to paint his shrek figurine made of plaster of Paris. I know his face is color green but I can’t figure out what his color is. Like what is the color of his eyes, mouth, ears etc. I am worrying that I might take much of time looking for a shrek somewhere because I don’t have an internet access. Then I get this k zone magazine of my brothers. Out of nowhere I said to myself that if I see a shrek here in the magazine my prof has a crush on me. Siyempre hindi ko naman lolokohin yung sarili ko. I mean I will not say it if I know that my shrek picture nga dun sa magazine na yun. When I was searching for a shrek picture in mind I know I have a little chance of seeing one. Kaya nga ako natatakot na baka magtagal ako sa kakahanap. Pero luckily I saw a shrek picture in that magazine. I am happy since I can paint my shrek figurine pero siyempre mas happy ako dun sa isang reason. Wahaha. Then so o.k. I am painting some figurines then my dad was waiting for the pacquiao- de lahoya fight. I said to myself again that if Pacquiao win in this much crush talaga ako. Parang I was very sure that de lahoya will win. Siyempre I want Pacquiao will win… My dad thinks that de lahoya will win and so my big brother. And I heard a lot of sports analysts think that de lahoya will be the champion. So ayun… pero ayun Pacquiao won… ewan…. Nag fee feeling lang ako… wahaha…

November 22, 2008

photo shoot






















November 22 (Saturday)

“Paliparin ang kamalayan”

I am glad that my mother bought a Philippine Star news paper today. I think she and my brother went to Jolibbee so there is a free newspaper. I saw the supreme section. When I am reading a newspaper I put the FrontPage for the last reading since I know that it is full of bad news. After the frontpage I saw the supreme section. Then when I flipped it I saw this picture

It is entitled as “The Supreme gods of rock and rule” by Tim Yap. So this is the one that they are talking about. The photo shoots of the rock gods and of course of Raymund Marasigan and Ely Buendia.

So here is the interview (Pinicturan ko lang… hehehe)

At the article it said “That afternoon saw them exchanging quips, comparing clothes from Homme et Femme to match their Frank leather shoes from Traffic. They were getting along fine. After almost a decade of separation, the musicians separated the hip were bonding once again, on and off camera”. Astig! I never thought the reunion will brought the 2 heads back. I like the picture. Parang naka akbay pa si Ely kay raymund and nag iinuman like good ol’ days.


* sorry kung ganyan ang mga pics… may pasok pa kasi ako eh…. Bili na lang kayo ng star 15 lang ata… tapos libre sa jolibee pag umaga… hahaha nag advertise…
I will watch eraserhead’s reunion concert on Wednesday even if I have class… wahahaha…

Today is my grandmama’s 9th death anniv. I missssss uuuu………. Awooooooooooo….

November 21, 2008

For Always

November 19 (Wednesday)

“I will love you so for always”

So now I am trying to write again about what happened to me. Well I woke up very early around 5:30 because I need to accompany my brother to his school. But it happens only on Wednesdays. I am always early during this day and it is really unusual thing for me to do. Haha… I have my SPT today and I really hate this subject. First, because we need to wake up very early and it is a 7:30 class. We are not into this kind of schedule because last semester our classes usually start on 10:30. We have a 7:30 class but only on Thursdays and our professor is always late so ok lang. Second, this subject made a lot of student’s grade miserable. Well it is depends on the teacher. And my professor for this subject has this “attitude”. Well I don’t know what really kind of “attitude” he has since I only met him twice and I don’t want to add the times I will see him. Well today we just made a t!me l!ne of J0se Riz@l’s life. So we don’t have a discussion. Then we have almost 1 and a half break. The next subject is quatech. Our professor here is a certified adik! Nakakatawa siya! Para pa siyang si Joker kung maglakad at ang the best sa lahat mahilig siya sa damo. Last sem daw his class get the class cards at the field! It’s the first time I heard that a prof give the class cards at the field. Comedy talaga siya! Then since it is a math subject we have commercials or break. He let us show his pictures with his former pupils. Comedy talaga!!! A while ago meron siyang joke na bentang benta sa akin. He is using the laptop and he put his usb. Then may nag pop-up. Yung kaspersky ata basta pang virus detection. Sabay sabi ng walang kaabog abog, I collect viruses. Tawang tawa ako dun. Ewan ko, corny siguro pero pag nandun ka talaga at nakita mo siya… adik talaga. Then when it was finished lunch na. then we just remember it is Km’s b-day! We forgot to greet her. Pero siyempre nilibre niya pa rin kami. Sa red ribbon kami kumain. We don’t know what to give to her. Then we decided to buy a big card and let all of our classmates plus professor to write something there.
I have a lot of things to do pero siyempre I love procrastinating. Before this I really don’t like to write pero when I play always by atlantic starr ewan ko basta bigla na lang ako gumanang magsulat. So I am here it seems I have written this quite long post biro mo.
What I learned today: I can have a new collection. A virus collection!

Blogging again…

“Eh di nasayang lang… wag kang matakot na magkamali walang mapapala kung di magbabasakali”

In my almost over a month in my blogging hiatus I am here again alive and kicking! Haha… honestly I lost my interest in blogging these past few months because of my stupid laptop and internet. They are not into multitasking!! But today I don’t know what came up to my mind and decided to type my blog in google. And I saw my post in some of blogsites! Well, they are crediting me… hahaha… then I saw these people posting in my tagboard again… nabuhayan na naman ako… Then I read again my posts. And I was happy and thrilled while reading them. Actually I never stop writing. I have my pen and notebook with me. The only problem is my internet connection. Ayaw magbukas ng blogger. I have a lot of half baked notes in my laptop. So maybe I will post it if my internet permits me to do so. At isa pang dahilan, we will have a project in my major subject in website to create a blogsite.
He mentioned about our future projects and I like it but I know it will really eat most of my time like what just happened last semester. First I am doing a real estate site, the blog site, ngo site and the final project the e-commerce site. I really like the idea of putting up a n.g.o. site. I think that this is what I really wanted to be, to be a web designer or developer.
Hay nakku….. I want to graduate na….!!!

September 16, 2008

Bula

“Nawala ng parang bula… Mahahanap din kita…”

I feel like I’m using a new second hand laptop. It is New, because all my files are erased. Second hand, because my laptop is full of scratches. Para akong nasunugan. Walang natira sa akin. I only have a back up files for those current important files. I don’t have backup for my photos and music!! Well I thank friendster, photobucket because I saved some of my pictures. Thanks to my usb, I saved some music. I overestimated the power of my laptop. I know, my professors kept telling about “back up” files. I’m just so positive and confident that I don’t need that, that my pc will not crash or anything. To make my feeling good, I told myself that everyone one will go through this “rough times”. Hahaha… mabuti nga ako ngayon lang. I mean I have this laptop for almost 2 years. Yung iba ilang months pa lang nasisira na ang laptop. Kahit papaano pala ay maingat din ako. At hindi pa ako ang may kasalanan kung bakit nasira to. Yung kapatid ko ang may kasalanan… hehehe…
From now on, I hate technology.

September 11, 2008

Certified Procrastinator

“You can count on me... I'm gonna get it done, get it done... Before the night segues the day"

Sept. 10 (Wednesday)

I thought I was late when I went to my 10:30 am class. Puta! There is no class for that subject so it means my class really starts at 1:30 pm. I am really sleepy because I woke up 6:00am to accompany my little brother to his school. I am thankful that some of my classmates are so obedient and diligent they still went to our class to do our Bus. Com. Presentation. When we learned that our presentation for Bus Com was canceled me and cess just bum around the computer lab. I was really relief that the fucking presentation is cancelled. Then it rained really hard so our minds are into “suspended” thingy. In ordinary Wednesday we have class until 9:00pm. Then when about 3:00pm came, me, anj and marie is still talking about classes being suspended. My mother is insisting that I must go home because it is flood all around the city. But because we are not sure whether we have our major subject me and anj decided to stay and wait until the announcement will be announced. Well we didn’t attend our women’s studies class. They had a quiz. So what anj and I did is we went around the Taft area. We went to National and bum around. I saw this book called “the answers to your questions”. It is like an 8 magic ball. You will ask a question then you will open it. Then when you flip it you will see the book’s answer to your question. I asked first the book. “Is there a class?” I opened the book and I turn to the page and the book’s answer is “Don’t waste your time”. Then we asked and asked different questions. It’s so funny. Then when 4:30 came, we heard news… No 6-9:00pm class…

So to make the story short, I just procrastinated the whole day.

September 07, 2008

Sa wakas...!

“Sa wakas ay nakita ko na ang aking hinahamap… Sa wakas ay nakuha ko na ang aking hinahangad… Kay tagal ko ng naghintay at nagsunog ng kilay… Ngayon masasabi kong matamis ang tagumpay…”


I didn’t able to attend the much awaited eraserheads concert. I am already 18 and turning 19 on January but my parents still don’t allow me to stay really late. So it means no bars and party for me. But I do get to watch some gigs but not frequently. There are times that I told my mom that I will go to a party of my friend but the truth is I just watch a gig. If I’m not mistaken it is a gig of Pupil. I don’t know if the cut-off-short-concert is a blessing in disguise for me. I mean there is another chance for me to watch the almost impossible gig. I watch you tube videos of the eraserheads and I really love the “alapaap”. It really brought me goosebumps. From the first note and line, it is really perfect. Since the one video taped it was quite far away, I barely see Ely, so if you just hear him sing, you will really not believe that he is was week physically and emotionally.
I do believe this concert was really made especially for me. This is the chance for others who like me didn’t have a chance to watch them live. And even for one night we will able to see how magical eraserheads is. The eraserheads is just simply phenomenal.

September 02, 2008

Mag fee-feeling muna ako….

“Nakita ko na ang lahat ditto… pinahihiwatig ng mata mo salamat na lamang sa iyo… ohhh mata mo”

Hayaan ninyo muna akong mag feeling. Minsan lang ito. Habang pauwi na pagkatapos manood ng Batman, sumakay ako sa jeep. Huling sumakay ang isang Ali look a like. Siyempre kamukha ni Ali, ang pinka gwapong lalake para sa akin, hindi ko maalis ang aking mata sa kanya. Pero siyempre di ko pinahahalata… pero anong magagawa ko katapat ko siya!! Lumipas ang ilang oras, bumaba na ang ibang tao, nakatapat pa siya sa akin… wala pa rin kasing bumababa sa hilera na inuupuan ko. Pero kay Ali look alike ang dami na. ang laki na ng space niya pero hindi pa rin siya umaalis asa tapat ko… so sabi ko, nag fee-feeling lang ako na type niya ako, o gusto niya ako katapat, pero umalis na ang lahat sa tabi niya, wala na siyang katabi, pero hindi parin siya umalis sa pwesto niya at napapansin kong nakatingin din siya sa akin…. at ng pababa na ako… aba bumaba na din siya!!!!! Malapit lang ang bahay niya sa akin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mahal na kita Ali look-alike… tayo na…
Kanina naman ang aking medyo cute na guro, habang may fire alarm, pumunta ako sa medyo likod dahil masyadong mausok… aba pag tinigin ko sa aking kaliwa nandun na din siya………. Uuuuuuuuyyyyyyyyyyyyy….Type mo din ako…….???????
Hindi nag fee-feeling lang ako…..hahahaha…..pero maaring totooo…….waaaahhhh… pero bago pa non kasi nung nasa taas pa kami habang nag a-attendance pa siya ako yung huli pero alphabetical, so dapat medyo nasa una… abah! Hinuli niya ako at niloko pa ang surname ko…. Ako lang………. eh napaka ordinaryo lang ng surname ko……..
Feeeeler!

August 31, 2008

Let it be...

“Let it be, let it be, let it be. Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.”

People waited for it for almost 6 years. It was always the subject in their individual Yahoo! Groups. It was the topic at every high school/college reunion, inuman session, tsismisan, asaran, and kwentuhan.

News broke across the airwaves: the Eraserheads reunion will never be just a fantasy anymore. Fast forward to today—the reunion concert finally happened, but the unexpected occurred. Ely didn’t get to finish the two sets they were supposed to play. He was rushed to the hospital. I wasn't at the event, but I’ve seen some videos and the news is everywhere. Prior to the event, Ely’s mom died due to cardiac arrest—one of the most important women in his life was gone.

When I first learned about it, I thought the concert wouldn't push through. But because of professionalism—or maybe contracts (sorry, over-analyzing due to too many law subjects!)—he proved that nothing would hinder the reunion, even if someone so close to his heart had just passed away. That showed how much Ely values his fans and supporters. "The show must go on" might as well be Ely's motto. Damn all the reporters and gossip-mongers who said Ely was unprofessional. Ely finished the first set despite so many hindrances.

Raimund, Buddy, and Marcus were all so supportive. I loved Raimund’s positive attitude toward what happened. I never expected him to look forward to this reunion so much. Hearing Raymund talk about Ely is really something else, especially given all the past commotion between the two. The reunion always seemed impossible because of them. Raymund, Buddy, and Marcus were okay with each other; Ely, Buddy, and Marcus were okay with each other. But Raymund and Ely were another story. I don’t know if they’re completely fine now, but I know the anger or whatever was there has lessened. Let us thank time for healing those wounds.

This reunion makes you realize that anything is possible. You just need to give it time. Patience is a virtue, and when you wait, you never expect how much happiness it will bring. I wasn't at the event, I’ve never seen them live, and that makes me such a loser… hehehe… Kidding aside, I am just content to see them on one stage, even if it's just playing via YouTube videos or whatever. Seeing them on one stage is already exhilarating.

If there is an Eraserheads Reunion Part 2, I’ll be so happy and I’ll definitely try to watch it. But if it doesn’t push through, it’s still okay. The reunion happened. Period.

Now I’m wondering if the Eraserheads Yahoo! Groups will still be active now that the reunion has actually happened. I’ve been a member since 2004 or 2005, and the reunion was always the main topic.

Anyway, I hope Ely gets better soon. I know he is strong. Rock and Roll!!

Here is the letter from Raymund:

Dear everybody,

Before anything, I just spoke to Day Cabuhat and she informed me that Ely's condition is now stable, and they're very thankful for all your concern.

Thank you very much for coming to the show. We really felt the cheering, the singing, and the love you all gave. Thank you for understanding that the show had to be cut short. Ely was in no condition (emotionally, physically) to play, but he did. And he gave it his all, which is more than we could ask from him given the circumstances he was in.

We all wish him well. We are all confident that he will recover soon. I promise to give you another Eraserheads show as soon as possible.

Again, thank you very much.

Raymund

August 30, 2008

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July 15, 2008

Pwede na akong mamatay!!

“Reunited and it feels so good…Reunited cause we understood” (not sure with the line)

I’ve been waiting all these things that will be happening. Happiness is an understatement of what I am feeling. I’ve been praying for these. First today, my cousins will be here. They are my closest cousins, although ironically they are so far away from me. I’ve been dreaming about them since they left for vacation on July 2006. Second is about the Eraserheads reunion. I heard about it when there is a commercial at Channel 7. They are in the Saksi news. These past few weeks I am not able to catch news because I’m busy or I need to entertain or bond with our guess. Actually I have a lot of things in mind about the eraserheads reunion alone. I can post 100 more if I don’t need to do anything. So as I say it is confirmed ERASERHEADS IS BACK!!! But behind the good news is sad news because it is only for 1 night. If you will read my post about eraserheads you know what I am feeling right now. I’ve been waiting this for almost 3-4 years. I’ve never seen them live since I am still a baby back then. And now it is my chance to GO TO WATCH ERASERHEADS… but another sad news will be on my way. I don’t know if I can go. Anyways I don’t like what I read about the details in having a ticket. Yes it is free but since it is a Marlboro production some cigarette things will be included maybe like lighting one.

I am happy. Very happy indeed. I don’t know what brought them to reunite. Though I know it is coming. Nag ala Madame Auring ako. I heard a lot of things like about the money thing. For me as a desperate fan wanting to see them, I don’t care if they will do it because of money. If that is the only thing to let a million fans be happy it will be okay. I think it will not be a bad idea either. Now, with all our commodities are very expensive you’ll do anything to feed your family. What is buzzing around the metro is P 5-10 Million is the price each head to perform a 45 minutes set. I’ll repeat 45 MINUTES SET. Hanep hindi pa ginawang 1 hour. Well, libre naman… so as what I am saying, this reunion gig may be a step to let the four heads be in good terms like good ol’ days. Para mas marami pang reunion ang maganap.

I am HAPPY. I am happy that they made a wise decision. They decided to answer the question that is hanging since they disbanded if they will be reunited again and when. And we have an answer already. On August 30, just a few days after the Ber months, at CCP the much anticipated reunion in Philippine History will happen. get ready for your cameras, videos and what not!! A lot of people are depending to those who will take videos. And maybe I’ll be one of them. Oh well. I am still happy. Very happy!!!!!! Pwede na nga akong mamatay!!!!!

July 03, 2008

What if God was one of us?

June 29 (Sunday)

“Yeah, yeah, God is great… Yeah, yeah, God is good…”

I don’t know how to start my blog entry. It is because I have too many things to say. During the typhoon “Frank” it seems my tears joined the rampant rain. My brothers at that time were between life and death. Crying and praying is only the solution that I can think of. What made my feelings worst were when my dad cried at my side. It is something I will never forget and that made me cry for more. For the first time I also made a “text brigade” to my close friends to pray for my brothers.



There were many things that I and perhaps my family did that we didn’t thought of doing it. We are not really affectionate with each other. We don’t say I love you, happy birthday, so on and so forth. But now I we are all getting old we are beginning to show it. My brothers right now are very much alive and kicking. Our house is noisy again and things are going back to normal.



Wait a minute… our sufferings are not yet over. My grandfather just died when my brothers went home. His death is something expected since he is in death agony for almost a year now. But of course even if we say that we are happy because he died already so he ends his sufferings, at the back of my head it is still good of I see my grandfather at his couch lying.



This day is something significant for me. Today is Pacquio and Diaz fight. I think the last time I saw my grandfather was when it is Pacquio vs. Marquez (basta yung last fight niya). If not maybe it is my last few moments with him. At that time he still watched Pacquio’s fight even with his condition back then. Now I am thankful that Pacquio won again because I know that my grandfather will be happy for him. Actually as I write this the t.v. telecast is not yet airing but I tuned at the radio and found out that he won nga.

And it is airing right now. I think my grandfather is watching Pacquio’s fight right now. Maybe he is beside me… scary….

Bakbakan na!!