Pwede na akong mamatay!!

“Reunited and it feels so good…Reunited cause we understood” (not sure with the line)

I’ve been waiting all these things that will be happening. Happiness is an understatement of what I am feeling. I’ve been praying for these. First today, my cousins will be here. They are my closest cousins, although ironically they are so far away from me. I’ve been dreaming about them since they left for vacation on July 2006. Second is about the Eraserheads reunion. I heard about it when there is a commercial at Channel 7. They are in the Saksi news. These past few weeks I am not able to catch news because I’m busy or I need to entertain or bond with our guess. Actually I have a lot of things in mind about the eraserheads reunion alone. I can post 100 more if I don’t need to do anything. So as I say it is confirmed ERASERHEADS IS BACK!!! But behind the good news is sad news because it is only for 1 night. If you will read my post about eraserheads you know what I am feeling right now. I’ve been waiting this for almost 3-4 years. I’ve never seen them live since I am still a baby back then. And now it is my chance to GO TO WATCH ERASERHEADS… but another sad news will be on my way. I don’t know if I can go. Anyways I don’t like what I read about the details in having a ticket. Yes it is free but since it is a Marlboro production some cigarette things will be included maybe like lighting one.

I am happy. Very happy indeed. I don’t know what brought them to reunite. Though I know it is coming. Nag ala Madame Auring ako. I heard a lot of things like about the money thing. For me as a desperate fan wanting to see them, I don’t care if they will do it because of money. If that is the only thing to let a million fans be happy it will be okay. I think it will not be a bad idea either. Now, with all our commodities are very expensive you’ll do anything to feed your family. What is buzzing around the metro is P 5-10 Million is the price each head to perform a 45 minutes set. I’ll repeat 45 MINUTES SET. Hanep hindi pa ginawang 1 hour. Well, libre naman… so as what I am saying, this reunion gig may be a step to let the four heads be in good terms like good ol’ days. Para mas marami pang reunion ang maganap.

I am HAPPY. I am happy that they made a wise decision. They decided to answer the question that is hanging since they disbanded if they will be reunited again and when. And we have an answer already. On August 30, just a few days after the Ber months, at CCP the much anticipated reunion in Philippine History will happen. get ready for your cameras, videos and what not!! A lot of people are depending to those who will take videos. And maybe I’ll be one of them. Oh well. I am still happy. Very happy!!!!!! Pwede na nga akong mamatay!!!!!

What if God was one of us?

June 29 (Sunday)

“Yeah, yeah, God is great… Yeah, yeah, God is good…”

I don’t know how to start my blog entry. It is because I have too many things to say. During the typhoon “Frank” it seems my tears joined the rampant rain. My brothers at that time were between life and death. Crying and praying is only the solution that I can think of. What made my feelings worst were when my dad cried at my side. It is something I will never forget and that made me cry for more. For the first time I also made a “text brigade” to my close friends to pray for my brothers.

There were many things that I and perhaps my family did that we didn’t thought of doing it. We are not really affectionate with each other. We don’t say I love you, happy birthday, so on and so forth. But now I we are all getting old we are beginning to show it. My brothers right now are very much alive and kicking. Our house is noisy again and things are going back to normal.

Wait a minute… our sufferings are not yet over. My grandfather just died when my brothers went home. His death is something expected since he is in death agony for almost a year now. But of course even if we say that we are happy because he died already so he ends his sufferings, at the back of my head it is still good of I see my grandfather at his couch lying.

This day is something significant for me. Today is Pacquio and Diaz fight. I think the last time I saw my grandfather was when it is Pacquio vs. Marquez (basta yung last fight niya). If not maybe it is my last few moments with him. At that time he still watched Pacquio’s fight even with his condition back then. Now I am thankful that Pacquio won again because I know that my grandfather will be happy for him. Actually as I write this the t.v. telecast is not yet airing but I tuned at the radio and found out that he won nga.

And it is airing right now. I think my grandfather is watching Pacquio’s fight right now. Maybe he is beside me… scary….

Bakbakan na!!