ANTI THESIS

Sept.3 (Thursday)

“Goodbye…Nice to know you…Goodbye”

I stopped working on my thesis for the past 2 weeks. The reason is simply because I don’t have any idea what will I do next. STUPID ME. What I’m doing right now is my Scrapbook. I just realized why it is called scrapbook… because it is full of scrap… hahaha… my COLLEGE scrapbook basically is made up by scrap things like tickets from concerts, plays, my class cards, receipts, retreat stuffs, test papers… konti lang ang picture. mag papa develop pa ako… I felt nostalgic while reading my eerie journals. Some of my journals that I will write in my scrappy book will come from my online blog site. While I am copying, I realized how kapal may mukha to write in English. Ang daming mali. ahahah… I never touched my scrap book for how many years so it means it is not updated. But I don’t know why I said that I will just continue making scrappy things at my scrappy book. I am just too exhausted making my thesis for weeks without having any improvement.

Nagpa register na ako… BOTANTE NA AKO…TAO NA KO!!! AHAHAHA!!!

I have some secret to share. tomorrow I might cut my class. I will go to Glorietta… wala lang I just don’t want to attend my PHP class… the PROF!!... Well I might change my mind if my angel will whisper to me.

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Wake me up when March ends…

“Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you. By now you should've somehow realized what you gotta do”

Ilang buwan na lang at ako ay mag-mamarcha na patungo sa ma damong quadrangle ng aming eskwelahan. Makakapunta na sa kauna-unahang pagkakataon ang aking tatay sa SSC. Makakasuot na ako ng itim na toga. matatangap ko na ang diplomang aking pinagarap simula ng ako ay uhugin pa. Ang diplomang din yon ang sumisimbola ng aking pag tanda at pag papaalam. Paalam na sa pag-aaral. Paalam na sa mga guro…. Paalam na sa mga kaibigan. Paalam na sa buhay skwela. Paalam na sa pagiging dependent. paalam na sa baon. Paalam na…

Ang diploma ay isang simbolo din ng pagpapasalamat. At salamat sa IYO…

Ang diploma din ang sumisimbolo ng bagong hamon sa aking buhay. Ano nga ba ang aking mararating? makakapunta kaya ako patungo sa aking mga pangarap? mahirap sagutin pero madaling mangarap…

Sana pag gising ko bukas March na…. para tapos na ang mga agam-agam, mga nakakatakot na imahinasyon at pag dududa… Sana bukas pag gising ko ay may hawak na akong diploma…

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The 10 weird facts about me:

The 10 weird facts about me:

Actually, I don’t know if these things are weird, but for me, I think they are.

1. I have cried maybe twice while reading a book. The books that made me cry are Bob Ong’s Macarthur and Mitch Albom’s For One More Day.

2. I have trichotillomania, an impulse control disorder characterized by the repeated urge to pull out my scalp hair.

3. I am obsessive about my music files on my computer. I have folders for different artists, and I want everything to be organized. As much as possible, I want all the details to appear—for example, in Windows Media Player, I want the album covers to be there, the release date, the composers, and so on.

4. I get sick or sometimes feel unwell when I am formatting/restoring my computer. 

5. I read newspapers, magazines, or books inside the bathroom.

6. I love watching music videos on MYX and MTV even if the videos just keep repeating.

7. I can live without a cellphone**.**

8. I have a weird imagination, especially at night 

9. I don’t want my collections to be seen. Well, I have a virus collection…

10. I talk to myself… a lot…"

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