Flowers

I miss the beach!

Essentials v 2.0

Essentials v 2.0

*Sony MDR-XB950AP/H Extra Bass- Thanks to Music Deserves Respect campaign, I realized I need to buy a descent 

headphones since I am a huge fan of music. With this headphones I can hear every beat, every noise that musicians  want or

doesn't want us to hear.

*Ipod 4th gen- 8 gb worth of music is a must for a audiophile(??) like me.

*Cds- I also like real things... like cds.. I do like vinyls.. if  I have enough money.There is a different feeling every time I

open a cd. I do read the credits... well i enjoy reading them. Musicians spend lot of time 

to create music and even the packaging.

*Vicks- I do like inhaling stuff... haha! even if I don't have colds a nice dab in my nose and I am happy.

*Glasses-With my new glasses I feel like I have a superpower. I can see everything.

*Books- What I'm buying when it's payday? yeah books and cds... 

*Watercolor pad-  learning to use watercolor

*Notebook- I need to write to keep me right... (what??) haha

Out of Time

Someday I'll find you

Maybe across the street

Or under the blue reef

In a rock concert

Or somewhere in African desert

Are you in South?

Or busy kissing other girl's mouth

Do you really exist

Or just my futile wish

I'm running out of time

Run fast as you can

I'm losing all hope 

That someone will like a dope

Maybe I'm not made to be loved by someone

I am born to wait for a lifetime...

If you happen to find me

Hope you find me sublime

Don't waste any time 

Forget your past

Love me like I'm your last

There is a spot in hell for us

Acid intakes
A number of heartbreaks
Luscious wickedness
Creator of mendacity
Master of apathy
Leader of gluttony
Known for harassing the humanity
Let the fire burn you to death
I'm counting your last few breaths
Organizing your funeral
Makes you extra special
There is a spot in hell for us
Save me some space
I'll stare at your face...

Desolation

The darkness
Is all I can see
Amid the chaos
I can't see clearly
To you my life revolves
Circling like lightning bolt

the desolation of the humanity
is too much to carry
your time is so short
your life ended abruptly
gravity...
It's certainly working against me

I love you is all i can say
I know you can't stay
your life is well lived
but i will surely grieve
lost forever
in heaven we will be together

Singing, Waiting and Day Dreaming

I'm singing
Cause I'm waiting...
I'm day dreaming
Cause I'm searching for you...

I look at my watch
hey baby hush
My time is running out
I'm singing this out loud.

I send out my wish
to the universe please answer it...
Because I am looking for so long
this time I can't go wrong

Disclaimer

All photos used in this blog except for posts under photography tag are from other sites such as tumblr, google and yahoo.

Thank you.

Believe

About me version 2014

A 24 year old working class 8 9 to 5 6 hero heroine employee.
A self confessed anti social asocial HR associate.
Genuinely awkward in all levels. Loves art and music and is trying to love me back.
Likes to not like what you like. A.k.a. Hipster.
Won't talk just for the sake of talking.
Will do anything to avoid people.
Is afraid of aliens.
Dysaniac.
Agoraphobic.
color pink blind.

This blog started September of 2006. A college student knows nothing about life grammar  well nothing. This a glimpse of what an average girl life's like. Now, I'm more mature older better weirder and creepier.

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EsquireEheads Singles

"Saan, saan napunta kislap ng iyong Mata? Maibabalik pa ba?"

The two new singles of Eraserheads are giving us so much "feels".

With the release of the songs, I can't help but disect (naks big word) or analyze it.

Sabado is written by the Eraserheads except Ely plus Erwin Romulo according to the album sleeve. At first I thought Ely wrote it since it's the usual tongue in cheek, straight to the point kind, a style that they were known for. The song opened with a familiar guitar intro of Pare Ko. The first line "Buti na Lang Sabado bukas" is like the natural way of talking with their friends. It's both current and nostalgic at the same the time. You can't help but think of your younger days. It can be included in the Cutterpillow album. The theme and sound is as the same league as the songs in that album. Ely's singing voice in this song is "Pupil"voice and not "Eraserheads" voice. You can't miss Marcus' guitar solos. This is an epic comeback song.I've listened to this for 100 times already.We just miss e-heads don't we?

1995 is written by Ely Buendia and Erwin Romulo. Unlike the first song, 1995 is deeper, darker song. It can be part of Stickerhappy or Carbon Stereoxide album. The first verse:
"Saan, saan na napunta Kislap ng iyong mata
Maibabalik pa ba?" is he talking about us? the audience who adored the band, that somehow left them or is he talking about fame?"Ngayon ang langit ay bughaw At sya’y sumasayaw Ako’y nasisilawSa labas sila’y naglalaroHindi makatayoSinong sasalo?" I'm quite lost but my interpretation for this line is way back in 1995, he is concerned about his kids. What if they are not that famous anymore? How will they survive life?
"Pwede bang sunugin ang tulay Ayokong sumabay
Sinong papatay Akoy’ naghihintay….. aaay Sa Nineteen Ninety-five Nineteen Ninety-five" This is the interesting part. I can't help but translate it to english. Pwede bang sunugin ang tulay- does he want to burn bridges?does he want to cut off ties with his past? Is this an ironic song? He is playing this song with his previous band but he really doesn't want to do this or to relieve the good ol' days? Uggh.. Maybe I'm just thinking a lot. The two songs in general are timeless, hit worthy songs.. Ely, Marcus, Raymund and Buddy are really bringing the best when they are together. Eraserheads is just magical whatever year it is. 

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Block and Write

My relationship with my blog is always on and off. Sometimes I can write everyday... Sometimes I can't even type a sentence. This year I didn't post much. Then I realize how much memories or events that happened in my life that I didn't put into writing. They say that an event didn't really happen if it is not written.

I am not a good writte or blogger. I mentioned it thousands of times before. But I do like to think a lot, I have also opinions that I don't have a courage to say during conversations. This an avenue for an awkward, shy, introverts like me, who use the power of technology to share sentiments that can't be done in the real world.



A blog is neither a diary nor a journal. Many people think of blogging in relation to those two things, confessional or practical. It is neither but includes elements of both.
Lemn Sissay

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Buti na lang sabado bukas

I'd like to post something about how happy I was when I learned that Eraserheads will release 2 new songs blah blah blah... but a lot of bloggers did that already or maybe I am not in the mood to write one.. but here is the official music video of their LSS worthy song Sabado! Spoiler Alert: Eraserheads will appear for 5 secs only but still... Enjoy!




Oh and by the way this blog is 8 years already! I remember calling this blog "The Carbon Stereoxide World of A Petite Girl" haha! lame! but what I am trying to say is way back in 2006 until today Eraserheads is still very much alive in me and also with other people.

Way back 2006, we have no idea that eraserheads will reunite for series of concerts and will release new songs!

Here is 1995 official video. Eraserheds appearance is longer than the first video.


That's life folks, expect the unexpected!