Blessed.

"No alarms and no surprises please..."

Blessed. I am truthfully grateful of what's happening in my life. I may complain a lot these past few months. They transferred me to the client and it means I can't be with my freaking friends. I am awfully sad when I am at work because I miss the laugh trips, merienda, lunch breaks we always share.

Yesterday we had a quarterly assembly. All i know is  that they will introduce the newly regularized employees. I'm surprised to learn that I'm also in the promoted employees.

I realized that... what the hell I'm a good employee... partida i don't talk that much.. hehehe

My sadness truly paid off.

Demented

I am not free as a bee

But I wander like a python

I am not as pretty as I can be

All I have is a stupid fashion

Pare ko

Here is the mellow version of Pare ko...

when i first heard it live was abou last2008 when Pupil launched their 2nd album wild life... i must stay that i had goosebumps and i felt very lucky that i heard him sing that song again...

I haven't seen Pupil nowadays because my schedule won't permit me but hopefully i can go to Ely's greatest hits concert at Hard Rock Cafe on Aug 3...

things are better with me

things are better with me

i will let you enter in my heart

with no hesitations

nor restrictions

with no limitations

thus i am willing to wait

till your heart is willing to love again

i am but an odd girl

who loves everything that is blurred

Greatest Hits

Nagpa reserve na ko kaso di pa nababayaran yung ticket. ako lang mag-isa... Loner mode. haha walang gustong sumama sa kin haha... 

Will hear "Wanted Bedspacer" songs for the fist time na LIVE!! I heard kasama yun eh... Here is the song wanted bed spacer

Nuff said.

Last Nite

LSS  over The Strokes' "Last Nite"

Last night, she said:
"Oh, baby, I feel so down.
Oh it turns me off,
When I feel left out"

So I walked out:
"Oh, baby, don't care no more
I know this for sure,
I'm walkin' out that door"

Well, I've been in town for just about fifteen minutes now
And Baby, I feel so down
And I don't know why
I keep walkin' for miles

See, people they don't understand
No, girlfriends, they can't understand
Your Grandsons, they won't understand
On top of this, I ain't ever gonna understand...

Last night, she said:
"Oh, baby, don't feel so down.
Oh, it turns me off,
When I feel left out"

So I, I turn 'round:
"Oh, baby, gonna be alright"
It was a great big lie
'Cause I left that night, yeah

Oh, people they don't understand
No, girlfriends, they won't understand
In spaceships, they won't understand
And me, I ain't ever gonna understand...

Last night, she said:
"Oh, baby, I feel so down.
See, it turns me off,
When I feel left out"

So I, I turn 'round:
"Oh, little girl, I don't care no more.
I know this for sure,
I'm walking out that door," yeah




I'm searching for a lullaby version of this song but what i found is this: Adele's version of the song! I like it very much! 

Let me know

"So please please please let me get what i want... lord knows it would be the first time"

At first I thought you like me. But according to your facebook status you don't want any commitment. So okay. I'm just here waiting...

and waiting until you will realize that I'm the right one for you and nobody else. I know you are hurt but not everybody will be like your ex. Sabi nga sa mga mall "Try Me".

Our "date" was fun. You are talkative as hell as always :) You've open up to me and you said that I'm like your ex. I don't know if I will take that as a compliment... but who cares... I will let the things go like this...

Don't worry I will wait until the end...

My first post this year...

a lot of things happened. a lot.. i have a job right now. i won an i pad few days after my birth day. i have a social life and love life soon... hehe... i promised not to complain about my job starting today. i know i don't like it that much but i must be contented for now. i also realized that i'm very blessed with people i'm surrounded with. and to the person who is stepping out in my life... i will miss you... we've known for only a short period of time but it seems we've known each other for a lifetime. we may not be what we wanted to be but that is life...

Best OPM Videos for me...

In no particular order. I can't make up my mind.

Slapshock and Jonas

I don't need to say much... just watch the videos... :)

Deliverance

Should I run
Or should I hide?
Amidst adversities
I have no liberty 
Too much pride
Give me some guide
Help me walk down the path
I can't even do simple math
Please embrace me with your words
You are my only Lord
Too much crowd
I'm not proud
Too much distraction
Give me some protection
Through you I can wonder
Even if it thunders
Solidify my imaginations
I'm ready for your castigation 

LaBoracay

Blue Moon

Be my rockstar

Be my rockstar

Look at me

Blinded by the shows I see         

Hear me

Lend me your ears to hear my voice of admiration

It seems you can’t decipher my ideas

I just want you to be my shining rockstar

You can replace the place

Where the one I am longing for was pasted

In an area beside my thirsty heart

Because it seems he will forever be a dream

That it will take gazillion years to be true

But now for me he is just another wannabe

Having you is far from my dream

Where rockstars seems dominating the scene

You don’t need to carry a tune

All you need is to let me feel I am loved

Because my heart seems to be marooned

So lonely, so unhappy

So now do you wanna be my shining rockstar?

picture: that's my drawing!! :)

Trances

Trances

I dreamt of stars and honey bees

Climbing some narrow trees

Playing in the meadows

Breaking all the windows

Holding the rays of the sun

Kissing the cheeks of our son

So far away the wind blows

Amazed to see you glow

Words coming out from my mouth

Are quite simple, plain and mundane

Words unspoken

Hearts left unbroken

I woke up and walked down the lane

But I bumped my head then I dreamed once again

picture: my painting :)

Magna

Magnakaw ay di biro
Maghapon nagtatago
Hindi naman umaamin
Parang laseng kung magsinungaling
Pag sinimulang kwestyunin
Parang anghel ang nakasalin
Sa kanya makikita
Ang mga salitang "Oo ako ay nagkasala"
Sana ay inisip dati pa
Ang epekto ng bawat barya
Na kinuha sa bulsa ng madlang nagdurusa
Kayamanan ay panandalian lamang
kasiyahan at respeto sa sarili ay
panghabang buhay mong kailangan

If it ends now

I will be gone worthless

The days are done and numbered

But here I am covered

With everything but love

With everything but luck

If it ends now

I didn't give it all

I am not what you wanted

I am not what you asked for

Hoping that I'm still significant

Hoping I still matter

If it ends now

I'm not ready

My purpose is not yet created

I know you hated me

If it ends now

It will end now 

For A Day

Let me be with you

Even for a day

Let me sing you some blues

Will tell stories that happened in May

You don't need to know the truth

It will just hurt through and through

Please don't ever leave

I will surely grieve

Days, months will never be enough

But  hours is all we have

When life gets rough

Remember I left one thing and that's my heart

Parang walang nangyari

Ganoon na lang ulit

Balik sa dati

Na parang walang nangyari

Di na bale

Mukhang ikaw naman ay nakangiti

Wag na lang balikan ang mga sandali

Noong ikaw ay lumuha at tumulo sa labi

Dahan dahan ang lakad

Naka sulat na sa mga palad

ang iyong hinahanap na di mawari

At balik na lang na parang walang nangyari

Minamahal kita (sobra, sobra)

Sana tumila na ang mga luha

Isara na ang mga bunganga (wag nganganga nganga)