Sunday, September 16, 2012

Love maker

Up and down
Side by side
Soft embraces
Tender touches
Enigmatic chats
Superb kisses
Sweet caress
In a night that
i can't be depress
Love is all we need
Love is shall we breathe

Closer


















Hold my hand
While we dance in the moonlight
Embrace me
While we play with the rain
Come closer
I dedicate every beat of my heart to you
Touch my lips
Until i surrender myself to you
Come closer
I can't wait any longer...

Friday, September 14, 2012

Working Class Hero


"I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart"

I am working for only 10 months but I experienced 3 different jobs. I was a data analyst for sometime, payroll associate and now payroll/hr support.

My first position was data analyst. The most boring job I know. Until now I can't see the need for such position. All I did was read an executive's bio and paste it somewhere on their database. I never experienced being stressed but I never experienced sense of fulfillment.My work was very easy for me. Just read their bio and paste it somewhere or just merge duplicate data.  I stayed being in that position for almost 3 months until my manager talked to me and said that "I am not fit to be a data analyst"   I was depressed for about... 3 minutes while she was talking to me. She immediately said that I could move to different department since I am an "okay" employee. 

I was interviewed by the manager of the payroll department and lo and behold I became a payroll associate. For the first 3 weeks or so, what I did was to staple the 2316. Of course my pride kicks in. I graduated from an exclusive school, I earned hundreds of units and now all I did was to staple and cut the damn 2316. But I said to myself even actors became an extra in their acting career. Even rock stars had a dozen audience in their gigs at some point. 

Then after 3 months my new boss talked to me and said that i will be with  the company's client. They said good things to me blah blah... those things are nothing to me because it is not in monetary value and it means i will be separated with my freaking friends. I can't do anything but to accept the challenge. I was transferred to another dimension and this time I am a payroll/hr support. 

Me an hr? what the?? I don't like talking to people.. I don't like explaining things... I AM NOT FIT TO BE AN HR... but see I am doing this for 4 months the longest among those positions I mentioned. 

What I  really wanted to be is to be a web designer. I wanted to deal with collor pallets, flash animations, css javascripts than computing someone's salary, counting their leave balances, and signing their clearances.  

I am still young... Have tons of energy... I could be the person I wanted to be... I promise that...



Sunday, September 09, 2012

6 YEARS

my creepy blog is 6 years... how time flies so fast.. i remember writing my first post here. i was still in college and crazy over spongecola and some bands i regret loving.. haha..

if this is a person he/she is already in grade 1...

wow...