Friday, March 16, 2007

Tropical Depression

Re-post ko lang muna to…

Under crisis
I blame it on the world
So sad and so absurd
It’s my pride that fuels my lies
I have no where else to turn
Drop ashes from the burns
Comprised my life
Breaking down the walls
That’s dividing and keeping me from you
Racing out…
Screaming out your frustrations
Reaching out for a savior
I need a savior now
Is heaven around?
I’m calling out
I’m craving now
For a new dawn to descend my soul
I’m racing now
Chasing after my salvation
I’m tired of falling down


Hay… I’m quite depress ata… or just sad… well, I dropped my accounting subject… why? If I continue this subject I might get F… hay… I’m not used to have low grades… hindi ko pa pinapaalam sa parents ko… at ayaw ko ng paalam noh… I’m thinking to shift to other course because at the first place I really don’t like this course and I think its really not for me… di ko alam na business pala tong pinapasok ko… I really like com sci or any computer course but walang business please…

Another sad thing is my grandfather is in a great danger… he has a 50-50 situation… nakaka sad talaga…

I’m in my 1st year in college and I think I’m entering in to the real world. Going through real problems, real people, real life situations, eto yung real world… nung high school ako, sure, merong mga problems na dumadating but hindi ganito… or kunng ganito nga I think I’m still too young to understand it…

I’m a type of person na when sad or have problems mas gusto kong i-keep sa sarili ko… kaya ata 60% male yung brain ko ayon dun sa sinagutan kong problem… ayaw kong sabihin…

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