June 01, 2007

Biglaan


“Kay bilis ba’t umalis nakakamiss nabigla lang. di ko man nalaman na mawawala. Na bigla lang. di mo man naisip na idahandahan. Di ako sanay sa biglaan unti unti na lang sanang nawala.”

Here’s Rico’s message from his multiply account:

ISA MUNANG PATALASTAS...

Dear friends, I am no longer with the band and management of rivermaya. I have been with the group from the start, and after 14 great years, I am now quite excited about the chance to finally do other things with my life, pursue endeavors outside of the entertainment spotlight. This is a desire I have made known to my group as early as 2005 and have already postponed several times. I will surely miss the music and the fans and will always cherish the experience. I hope you will continue supporting the group and the whole of opm. My work is done. Thank you for all your incredible love and support.


These past few weeks there’s a lot of speculation about Rico and the band. Like Rico will go solo and name it Blanco which at first pa lang I know it’s not true. If he names it like that it will be like Bamboo. Anyways, at the message above it’s lucid that Rico will do something outside the entertainment industry which is kind of sad. I read at Pinoy Mag he tells that he wanted to study fine arts either here or outside the country. It’s depressing that someone like Rico will leave the music industry. But it’s ok because he initiated a million flames

(a non-political, non-profit movement, to achieve modest, attainable objectives: to inspire as many Filipinos possible, starting with the youth, to participate more meaningfully in the process of nation building; to encourage everyday heroism, good citizenship, and social responsibility; to closely coordinate with and lend assistance to already existing cause-oriented organizations in their endeavors; to instill hope in the hearts of Filipinos everywhere- from his multiply account)

Maybe it’s true his work is done in the music industry so now he is doing another thing that ever since he wanted to do. It’s helping other people. But I think from the start pa lang nakakatulong na siya. And yes, it’s by his ingenuity towards making music.

Hay naku ano bayan!!!...

Ang daming umaalis ngayon ng biglaan. Karina, manager of Mojofly di na nila manager. So I am worried because maybe Mojofly is next band that will vanish. Sugarfree muntik muntikan na din pala. Naku if many good bands will disappear one by one yung mga predictions of other people will be true that this “bandamania” will be gone soon. Sabi nga ni Raymund “some are gone won’t stay together some will break apart for the better. Some are gone and will make me stronger” Kaya naman I am gonna live forever!!

† .soundtrip. †

Message: 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to
the
question even if it doesn't make
sense. no cheating
please (^_^)

• How are you feeling today?
* reyna ng quezon city
+well... quite right but i'm not living in qc...

• How do your friends see you?
* pink 5
+maybe... "rakizta, punkista, aktibista pala si pink 5"

Will you get married?
* biglaan
+uy wag naman sana...

• What is your best friend's theme
song?
* ewan
+haha... pwede

• What is the story of your life?
* sa bingit ng isang paalam
+ ano ba yan...

• What was high school like?
* sulat
+ pwede... haha...sulatan kami dati 2 the max...

• How can you get ahead in life?
* 24 hours
+what??

• What is the best thing about your
friends?
* sa uulitin
+yup... sarap ulitin yung mga times na soobrang happy lang and parang walang mga problems...

• What is today going to be like?
* back at one
+ ano yan uulit?

• What is in store for this weekend?
* irreplaceable
+hehehe... sana

• What song describes you?
* bakit nga ba?

• To describe your grandparents?
* paano

• How is your life going?
* sandali lang
+uy... ano ba yan sandali lang ako mabubuhay?

• What song will they play at your
funeral?
* what if?
+naks

* Are you happy in life?
* puro palusot

• How does the world see you?
* pare ko

• What do your friends really think of
you?
* teka muna

• Do people secretly lust after you?
* rebound

• How can I make myself happy?
* hello

• What should you do with your life?
* limang dipang tao

• Will you ever have children?
* can't let you go

June Celebrants

+Alanis Morisette June 1, 1974

+Sebastian Lefebvre June 1, 1974

+Boogie Romero June 3, 1979

+My lil’ bro Philip will turn 5!! June 4, 2002

+Buhawi Francia Meneses June 4, 1976

+Alex Band June 8, 1981

+Bryan Malcasiar June 13, 1979

+ My high school friend Chloe June 13, 1989

+Ry my good friend June 26, 1989

+Darius Gerard Semana June 30, 1973

Just do the math… mahina ako dyan… haha… katamad subtract…

Again I have 2 words for you…

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What I’m loving now…

Songs…

+“Signal Fire” by Snow Patrol. I also love their video for that song. The spiderman inspired video, of course, because it’s included at spiderman cd.

+“So Blue” by Sino Sikat? I’m not really into their kind of music yung soul daw. Pero I like their songs. I’m planning to buy their album

+“Pilit” by Hilera that’s actually my current LSS. It’s like “kung wala ka” by hale. Pero I like “pilit” than the latter. I’m quite shock that Hilera could make this kind of song. It’s different from their “Rhyme without Reasons” and “Define”.

+“LSS” by Stonefree might be my LSS soon. wala lang just like it

Books…

+Tuesday s With Morrie- I finished that already and it’s really good. It’s a book that everyone must read before they die. It’s uplifting. I learned not to be shy to show your feelings towards other people because if you will not show it now kelan pa. Another is its better late than never. And it’s my motto. Haha…

+America is in the Heart- I’m not yet finish reading it. It’s about the life of a poor Filipino peasant boy who wanted to go to America. Lot of struggles came at his life. And…. I don’t know I’m still reading it.

+“The Love Bus”-The Love is in the bus and class- it’s written by me. haha… it’s not yet finish. Wala lang… kalokohan ko nanaman… I’m planning to post it if I’m finish already.

May 30, 2007

Alam mo ba…

+that Rico Blanco has something to do with my e-mail add password?

+that even if I’m not yet a fan of eraserheads when the news that Ely Buendia will be leaving the band I still remember that he appeared on a News oriented show and parang ang title ng news about them ay “erase na ba ang eraserhead?”?

+My father loves Bamboo. That’s the only Filipino band that he likes and a little bit of eraserheads and Rivermaya on the side?

+My mother likes eraserheads. Para daw kasing beatles. I don’t know pano niya na compare yung dalawa. I mean hindi naman siya nag surf sa internet or hindi naman siya ganun ka aware about the band. Ang gulo ko. Basta ang galing kasi na compare niya yun without someone telling her. I guess.

+na the first album I bought with my own money ay “Palabas” of Sponge Cola?

+na the last album I bought was “Isang Ugat, Isang Dugo”?

+that at first I thought “214” is originally done by Luke Mejares?

+ that I thought adik si Rico when I saw one of their videos yung may kulay pa yung buhok niya at sobrang payat?

+ that at this picture it took me about a minute to locate Rico. I thought it’s a F4 wanna be group. Nanibago kasi ako sa itsura ni Rico dyan. Ang una kong nakilala ay si Mark. But I’m already a fan when I saw this picture.

+ that ang pinaka favorite kong foreign band ay Snow Patrol at Coldplay?

+ na si Gary Lightbody and Tom Cruise lang ang crush kong foreign celebrity?

+na my mother told me that Yan is more handsome than Yael?

+ na of course I disagree with that idea.

+ My father told to me that Champ looks like Ezekiel of Pinoy Big Brother?

+ na I think Kat from Sino Sikat? Band is hot?

+My mother also like Rivermaya’s old songs?

+that my brothers also love Rivermaya and eraserheads?

+that nakausap ko na ang Imago at Spongecola sa telephone?

+ Crush ko din si Rico?

+ na kamukha ko si armo? (hahaha joke (?))…

+ I think Gabby Alipe has the perfect rock star look?

+ that I can watch the music videos of my favorite artist hundred times and still not get tired of it at lalo na pag galing sa eraserheads?

+na walang myx ang cable ko?

+na I’m dying to have a myx sa cable ko?

+ na I think Wake up your seatmate has a fresh kind of sound?

+I don’t like “Ang katulad mong walang katulad” by orange and lemons?

+I like cueshé back on their “Stay” days?

+I also like Hale back on their “The Day You Said Goodnight” days?

+ na I can live without rap and bosa nova kind of music?

+ na I don’t know what to do now that Rico left Rivermaya?

Bye bye na… aalis ka na!!!

“bye bye na aalis ka na. bye bye na rin ba sa ating alaala?”

I heard a while a go at hit 99.5 Rt that Rico really left Rivermaya. I don’t get it. Why he left the  band eh they are very popular here and outside the country. It’s a shocker. Yung last gig of the band was last May 4 with Sandwich and Pupil at Metro Bar. I was about to go there, kaso lang I have no money. If they just tell that’s their last gig pumunta sana ako. Now he is going solo daw.

Now there’s a lots of thoughts coming from my head. Why vocalists leave the band and go solo? Here’s a list of some vocalist na nag solo.

+Ely Buendia- nag solo siya even if he is still at eraserheads. Pero after that he continued to be the vocalist of the band. Then after that he formed another band-The Pupil.

+Jet Pangan-but he eventually went back sa kanyang band na The Dawn.

+Barbie Almalbis-after Hungry Young Poets naging Barbie’s Cradle then ngayon she goes solo.

+Kitchie Nadal- Mojofly’s ex-vocalist plus Rico’s cousin.

+Dong Abay- formerly vocalist of Yano

+Rico Blanco (?)- I don’t know…

Sana it’s not like eraserheads break-up. I hope Rico and his ex-band mates have still the communication and friendship. It’s weird nga. Last week ata yun, I was listening to their last album “Isang Ugat, Isang Dugo”. Hindi na kasi ako masyado nakikinig sa c.d. player ko more on mp3 and at my computer. I don’t know pa yung about the solo thing. So ayun nga. I listened to their album and read yung mga nakalagay sa c.d. nila. I think it’s Japs who said that he was saving some names na pasasalamatan so malalagay niya for his solo album.

I think Rico thinks of this idea matagal na. Maybe even before the release of their album. Siguro kaya he decided to do covers. Sayang talaga. I’m disappointed. I thought they will stay longer. All beginning has to end. Sadly, it’s now time for Rico to end his life with the band. I mean like playing with the band. Now I’m thinking if Japs will be the one who will replace Rico as the vocalist. Or get a female vocalist ala Eraserheads. Hahaa…

May 29, 2007

looking back...

1. Are you a child of the 70s, 80s, or
90s?
= early 90s

2. Where were you born?
= manila

3. What city did you grow up in?
= manila

4. Did you enjoy your childhood?
= yeah

5. When you were a kid, what did you
want to be when you grew up?
= paiba iba... architect, doctor, engineer, teacher... haha

6. What do you want to be now?
= basta in the i.t. area...

7. Were you a fun little kid?
= yes! of course!

8. What was your first best friend's
name?
= jeremy

9. Are they still your friend?
= hindi na... nasa states na siya. no communication eh... so hindi na nga

10. Can you name all the schools you
ever attended?
= basta...

11. Were you closer to your mom or dad
as a kid?
= both?

12. What was the first record, tape or
CD you remember buying?
= britney spears and larusso hahaha yuck!!

13. How old is a good age to have kids?
= twenty-eight? thirty?

14. Are you scared of anything?
= cockroaches

15. What was your favorite class in
elementary school?
= filipino and computer

16. Did you buy school lunch or bring
your own?
= nung grade school i buy my own lunch tapos nung high school dinadalhan ako...

17. Broken any bones or had any freaky
accidents as a kid?
= wala nman...

18. Were you a mean kid?
= haha! not always.

19. Favorite board game of all time?
= chess and dama and snake and ladders board game ba yun?

20. Did you play house or pretend to
be a super hero?
= play house

21. Seriously, are you still just a
kid at heart?
= yeah!!

love you just the same- Dennis then Menace

“I love you just the same… coz you are my beloved ghost”

I’m not really into celebrities pero sa ngayon parang I like Dennis Trillo. First, because when my father saw Dennis and Ely at S.O.P. he said that they look the same. So parang I’m brainwashed by my father that ely looks like dennis so I like Dennis na din. Plus, I found out thanks to Circus mailing list, Dennis also is a die hard Eraserheads fan. And that actually made me love him more. Hahaha… he said that he is so amazed on how they create music… etc… basta I love them both.

Beh, bebeh, babe, baby… yuck!!

“Wag na init ulo baby”

I knew a lot of people using babe, beh, bebeh, baby to their love one. And I really find it baduy. I think calling him or her by name is sweeter than that. Because there’s a lot of people na nagtatawgan niyan so parang walang originality. And I also think that maybe he already used it with his ex so parang there is still memory of her. One thing, hindi pa kayo kasalnoh. Siguro kung mag-asawa na kayo pwede na din. It’s just my opinion.

Tuloy pa ba ang ligaya para sa Rivermaya?




Since last week I heard lots of rumor about the band being disbanded. I received news from my friends in various size and shapes. Walan na daw ang Maya. So I checked their yahoo group. Sabi dun hindi daw and they will have another album. I think it’s from Japs. So when I saw that I didn’t browse pa yung mga message kasi sayang sa load… hahaha… tapos now sa Myx News yung mga bands nag comment about that. Yun nga hindi pa daw sila sure sa news. Pero yung message ni Raymund parang may pahawatig na mag di-disband na nga. Ewan ko… leche…

After the lost of the heads, now Rivermaya naman. Well not yet confirmed. I think if that will happen ito yung parang susunod sa heads. I mean I can’t think of any bands na nag disband na sobrang sikat. Speaking of sikat, I thought they are popular sa Thailand and sa iba pang lugar sa Asia. Sayang naman if they let it go. Andyan na… biglang tatalikuran pa. Well, whatever happened to them I’ll still support them all the way.

May 26, 2007

Blogerista

1) Why do you have a blogger account?
+um… I just want to have a little space in the net like other people do.

2) Who influence you to have one?
+influence? I don’t know… maybe the surroundings. Sometimes, like when I search something, halos puro sa blog nanggaling.

3) In blogging, who do you look up to?
+hmmm…I like the blogging style of nielsen. He blogs about music, I really admire yung mga ideas niya yung comments and humor. I also like the blog of my friend.

4) Why come up with that blog title?
+actually, The Carbon Stereoxide of the Ultraelectromagnetic Petite Girl is not the first title that came up to my mind. I think its Petite Girl Rocks Her Enormous World. I think its common or walang dating so I decided to change it. Then as I browse yung mga pinag po-post ko, parang tungkol sa music plus e-heads. For me, yung Stereoxide is parang about music. You know, STEREO-xide parang stereo sa radio. Tapos yung Ultraelectromagnetic parang exaggeration lang. so yun. Incidentally, yan yung last and first album ng heads with Ely.

5) Do you read blogs? Which blog do you prefer reading?
+ yeah… I like to read blogs to those people I know and people who blogs about people I know. Kasi siyempre kilala ko siya di ba, makaka relate ako.

6) Describe your blog.
+umm… my blog reflects about me. Simple lang. then favorite ko ang black and pink. Tapos nilagyan ko lang ng pics from my fave bands. tapos siguro minsan wrong grammar… hahaha… so it reflects nga about me…

7) When you write something for your blog , do you consider the people who will read your blog or just blog about what you want?
+ umm… I just blog about what I want to tell the world. I don’t care about the people who read (at first). Don’t get me wrong I like the idea that people will give their time reading my blog lalo na sa mga taong di ko kilala. What I mean is hindi ko iniisip sa simula yung readers like parang ang pangit ng pi-nost ko. Eh ganun talaga pangit yung mga pinopost ko…hahaha…I’m blogging for myself not for other people. And how they will know me if I think of the reader first. It’s like having camera all over your home ala Pinoy Big Brother.

8) What do you mostly blog about?
+Like what my blog title says The Carbon Stereoxide of the Ultraelectromagnetic Petite Girl, music. Yung mga magandang albums or videos. Then about me at times when wala akong magawa or walng maisip na i-blog.

9) Do you have other blog accounts other than blogger?
+ yeah… I have multiply and myspace account. Pero hindi ko masyado na update. Tapos meron ding xanga and easy journal pero di ko na o-open.

10) How long will you keep your blog running?
+I don’t know. Until I know my password and until I have ideas to post and hanggang may urge para mag blog.

May 24, 2007

oh Tuesday

May 22, Tuesday

“Oh Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, ang lungkot araw pag dating ng Tuesday”

I went to a mall to buy internet load, earphones for my MP3 and 2 C battery for the remote control car of my lil’ bros. I went first to National Bookstore. I headed at the book area. I don’t know why. Then I saw this book by Bob Ong (the author of a very funny but good book ABNKKBSNPLKO) entitled “Stainless Steal Longanissa”. I have thoughts of buying that book pero I got confused when I saw “5 Person You Meet in Heaven”. Konti lang naman yung dala kong pera. Mga 280 ata yung book. Then nakita ko tong “Tuesdays with Morrie”. 270 bucks. Kaso I really want the “5 Person..” dati pa. pero mukhang maganda naman din yung “Tuesdays With Morrie” kasi same author lang naman. So I buy “Tuesdays… “Instead. It’s my 2nd time to buy a book with my own money. The first time was when I buy the “Tikman Ang Langit…”. I read books but I don’t usually buy I’ll borrow lang than buying one, like borrowing from library and from friends.

Nung bibili ako ng earphones nagkulang pera ko. Buti naawa sa akin yung nagbebenta. Haha…

Then when my job is done, I went home. Naglakad nga lang ako pauwi. Hindi biro yung nilakad ko. Ang layo din yun noh. Then I read that book agad. Quite good ha kahit I just read some part of it. So now I can’t wait to buy another book. I buy albums more than my clothes. Actually I don’t buy my own clothes. Haha. I let my mother do that for me. so ngayon I add books sa mga list na I’ll buy with my own money. Naku madugong pag-iipon ito.

Tignan mo nga naman. Bumili ako ng “Tuesdays with Morrie” on Tuesday.

May 22, 2007

Look Again...

some pics that caught my eye...


ang takaw... hehe... good ol days..


This is Dianne and Eon. Bakit ganun paiba iba itsura ni Dianne


How sweet…


Weeh.. balbon pala si Yael… may chest hair siya



naks… gwapo ha… pero wait year book ba yan? Parang binaboy…

Parokya ni Kamikazee




“ano mas gusto mo, Parokya ni Edgar or Kamikazee ? asked by my friend. “Well, halos pareho lang naman sila di ba? I answered.

Did I answer his question, mukhang hindi. So why give it a try now. Parokya ni Edgar has been for quite some time now. Last Sunday I saw them at A.S.A.P. celebrating their 13th year. I know lot of their songs unlike Kamikazee of course Parokya has more album than Kamikazee.

I remember that John Hendrix a.k.a. Johnny Baby, awarded Kamikazee, the Parokya Ni Edgar Award in Pinoy Mag. PNE introduced Kamikazee in the LivELY as Parokya ni Kamikazee.


I’m not really a big fan of these two bands but I like some of their songs. PNE created a suitor song “Harana”, they have also this kinda RnB with a hip hop flavor “The Yes Yes Show” and the really heart warming “Your Song”. Sa Kamikazee naman I just know few song from them like yung mga singles that they’ve released. When “Narda” hit the airwaves, I really like it but as time goes by I got tired of it because wherever I go “Narda” is always there. Sa radio, school, jeep, bus… basta anywhere and everywhere “Narda” is there.

Voice wise they both don’t have that really good voice but Chito’s voice ay malamig. Si Jay iba eh.

They both also have full of humor, yan yung isang characteristic that I like sa isang guy. Yung may sense of humor.

o.k. hindi ko pa rin nasasagot yung tanong. I think I’ll stick to PNE. I’m planning to buy their new album containing their greatest hits, I guess.

Adik sa’yo

Mga bagay o tao na kina-aadikan ko…

+Internet- when I have nothing to do, internet is the answer in my boredom.

+Drawing- I really love drawing or sketching. I should have taken Fine Arts kaso like what many people says “walang pera dyan”

+Music- wala pa akong nabibiling cds lately. Tsk tsk… I’m dying to buy an album…!!!

+Ely Buendia- hehe… wala akong magagawa, kakaibe ka eh…

+You… to my own Ely Buendia (haha… I’m calling him like that. Di ba may contest sa MTV yung My own, kung saan maghahanap ka ng look alike or kaboses basta yung your own na selected mong artist. ) na brainwash niya ako na kamukha niya si Ely. And now you’re fresh from my list. naks!!

+Bead making- I really love doing art stuffs…

+my bangs- ako lang ang nag gupit. Halos araw araw ata ginugupit ko yung nuhok ko. Haha…

I think I’m in l_ _ e!!

I finally said “yes” to him.

So if you will read this one please don’t continue. Hahaha… baka mali mali grammar ko pagtawanan mo pa… pero if you really like to continue sige na nga…

I spent 17 years of waiting, and then now I finally found you. I don’t know if it is really you that I will spend my whole life with.
I don’t want to be like those celebrities who treat relationship like a joke. yung mga nag ko-collect then select or always change bf or gf as if its they’re changing like it’s their underwear. I want you to be the first and last guy in my life. Is it sounds impossible? I don’t know. All I know is that I really love you dearly that no other guy receives this much love I’m giving to you (except dad and utols).

Ok that’s it I know you’re already laughing…

May 14, 2007

A Solo act

The rewards and challenges of being a single mother

Different single mothers tell their own stories about raising their child or children without a father who will accompany them.

The Challenges

“The society-induced “stigma” of being a single mom/parent… being one gives you this strange urge to make every moment count to fill the absence of the missing-in-action parent. Spontaneity became my middle name. I’d rouse Una at the crack of dawn to sneak off the beach and watch the sunrise, collect seashells and broken glass. We would hie off to the book sales splurge on cheap books, go to our favorite diner/fastfood outlet, and spend quiet afternoon reading while munching fries and nursing our coke floats. On the other days, we’d sit in our booth and make up stories about the people across us, or sketch the profiles on our sketch pads. I would make boring meals interesting by turning off all the lights, and we’d have candle-lit dinners while conversing with our fake British accents. We would read poetry to each other in the dark using our flashlights, sit on rooftops at sunset and wait for the first star, stay in our pajamas all day on lazy weekends doing movie marathons, drop everything and waltz around the kitchen floor to the Beatles’ Here, there and everywhere’, and name all our inanimate possessions. I filled her memory with countless rain dances, endless morning cuddling sessions, cereal fests and talking late into the night until we feel asleep in each other’s arms”.-Vicky Cayago, ageless credit analyst

The Rewards

“After getting over the society-induced “stigma” of being a single mom/parent, being one becomes a cinch. After a while, the neighborhood gossip becomes bearable. Una is 14 now, and watching her fight her own battles and come up stronger unscathed is reward enough for my effort at giving her a full life single handedly”-Vicky Cayago, mother to Una Aurea Cayago-Buendia, 14.

Sunday inquirer.

May 13, 2007

Kalokohan…

I always tell to my self that I surpass my problems but at the end of the day, at the back of mind it is still there no matter what I do…

I miss you but I don’t know if you feel the same way too. But even though you feel that way, it won’t change the fact that I still love you…

Inodoro ka ba? Kasi pag nandyan ka nilalabas mo ang mga sama ng loob ko…

Long Hair...

“anong paki mo sa long hair ko”

I wanted to let my hair to be longer. Naiinggit kasi ako eh. Biro mo mas mahaba pa buhok sa akin ng mga lalaki.
Mga lalaki na mas mahaba pa buhok sa akin…

+Tutti Caringal of 6cyclemind and Protein Shake

+Marcus Adoro of Markus Highway

+Armo of Sponge Cola

+Led of Kamikazee

+Jay of Kamikazee

+Richard of Session Road