Background made by me

I made this one!! hehehe

I Rave

Worthless days
Restless nights
Pathetic life
Lonesome fight
Airplane is landing
Picture fading
Job hunting
Hear me raving
Confidence sinking
Wind is whispering
Leave everything
Come and be my queen

Lost

I don't know if it's here
All I know is I'm real
I don't know if I will find you
All I know is that I lost you

I looked under my bed
"Oh my God!" that's what I said
I looked all around
I fell on the ground

Oh I will miss you
Oh why did I ever let you go

I don't know if I will replace you
All I know is that I lost you
I don't know if I can find you
All I know is that I lost you
All I know is that I lost you

Bum

Ako ay naghihintay
na may mangyari sa buhay
Lahat ay inaabangan
Hindi na makadaan

Tumirik ng ilang buwan
Ang aking kasiyahan
Wala ng kabuluhan
Ang manatili pang nag aabang

Buhay ng iba ay inaasam
Dahil di hamak na kasiyahan ay nararamdaman
Lumalasap at natitikman ang kamunduhan

Ako ay nakapako sa apat na sulok
Walang magawa kundi tumiklop
Kalunkutan ay pa daan daan
Kasiyahan ba ay nandyan lang?

My Fave TV Shows right now...

Because I'm still unemployed I have a chance to watch t.v. shows unlike before. I recently discovered Two and A half Men and Big Bang Theory while I was at Australia. When I'm back I'm trying to find which stations have their shows. They are the best comedy shows ever!! My brother and I were talking about the comedy shows here in the Phil. He said that they should just copy 2 and half men. I realized how ugly our shows here.

I'm also wacthing and discovering Gossip Girl. I like it because although I am a new viewer i can still get the story of the show.
Now I have to watch the 3 seasons of that show.

Before, the only shows I'm watching are reality shows because these are the shows I can watch in the morning and afternoon. Good shows like what I mentioned a while ago are all in the night slot.

hanggang sa susunod na palabas....

Mah Shoes

Bummerrang!!!!!

WOW!!! I'm such a bummer... wala akon ginagawa dahil wala pa kong trabaho...

ewan ko ba tinatamad ako maghanap...

hayyyyyyyyyyyy..........

Balikbayan backs

I'm back to the land where i belong
I'm so glad that i like to sing a song
this is home...
it is the country where i'm born to live
but circumstances can't controll
sometimes i need to leave
i don't want to but it's an oppurtunity
oppurtunity that i can't find here in the country
while the president is new
the sky is now blue
my mind is clear
people do hope
we need to hold on the rope
faith is needed
in the land where poverty exceeded
let's change, let's ignite
althought we can't do it in a night
the fire is back
keep the flame alive
i'm so ecstatic i arrived
at the right time
at the riht moment

Aussie Adventure

i'll be back in manila by saturday...

hope i'll have a safe trip with my brother...

it was a lotta fun...

hope to be back someday...

i want to work here eventually.... i will tell why later on.....

My top OPM videos

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Picture Picture

Dirty Finger

"Pwede bang itigil mo na ang pa ikot ng mundo"

I just voted yesterday. what a nice experience. i waited about hour and a half. if i know that pregnant women will be prioritized then i should at least try to be pregnant... hahaha... or i should be on the wheel chair or something. at least i know what to do next election.

By the way my dirty finger hurts (my finger that has indelible ink). Pauso kasi nanay ko. she was washing our clothes then she dipped her finger with clorox. then voila! the ink was gone. then i tried it also i dipped my finger with clorox. it's not completely gone. and it hurts right now. my mother said na "luto" yun finger ko. wahaha.

The moral of the story... just be proud with your dirty finger and show it. only with people that has enough patience has that ink....

Wishing Spree

I
If I could have you little longer
I would embrace you forever
If I could have you all days of my life
I would be the luckiest person alive

II
If I could stay with you for so long
Nothing would go wrong
If I could only have one dream
It is you and me in every scene

III
If I could wish only one thing
It is you would give me a ring
If I could only fall for one guy
It is with you I'm willing to die

IV
If I would finish this line
I wanted that you would be mine
If I could only be the person you would love
I would thank the God above

V
Because you is all I ever wanted
But you've taken me for granted
I wanted to give you credit
For making me pathetic

VI
Even if my schedule is hectic
And you are quite athletic
I'm willing to stay with you forever
Until my life is over

Election Virgin

"Ako ang simula ako ang simula..."

Tomorrow i will vote for the very first time. everything you will do for the first time is something special. you need to prepare and be ready for consequences or whatever the outcome.

i'm still thinking for who will i vote because it means he/she will be the leader for the whole 6 years... unless he/she wanted to stay longer. case in point: GMA... he/she will be an instrument to make this country be united and nicer to live in.

Trip Music For The Week

Fun Song!!!

Back 2 Me

"Pls. pls come back to me"

Everything is back to normal...

I am back doing what i am doing when i'm still young and have nothing to do with life.

I am a fresg graduate and unemployed so what are you expecting me to do?

hahaha

I am in front of the computer 24/7. the last time i did this is when i was doing my thesis so at some point i hated computers...

right now i'm in front of the computer and trying to catch up what is happening in the music and internet scene...

hahaha...

right now i'm doing what i love and that is watching eheads videos and articles about ely... feels like i'm 16 again... hahaha!!

Rotational Sweat

April 7 (Wednesday)
“Bad trip talaga tong MERALCO bakit brownout pa rin ditto?”

There were a rotational brownout for 2 consecutive days already and I’m not loving it. SUMMER=HOT=SWEAT. HATE IT! I’m going to Australia if my Australian visa will be approved the only advantage of that trip is that Australia might be colder than here. Oh an additional advantage is the “bragging rights” that I will have. Hahaha The rest is I don’t know…

So let’s just see.

Beautiful machines

April 6 (Tuesday)
“Your wires are all exposed like a beautiful machine”

I’m hurting a lot….

Well the charger of my laptop is broken. Its wire is all exposed and it became an ugly machine. I’m into searching for jobs and internet and computer is my number 1 companion. I already surpassed some challenges before like I don’t have an internet connection at home and I need to go to computer shops regularly to upload the sites I made. My pet peeve would be going to these cheap computer shops. I don’t like the ambiance and the people. I’m praying that my father could fix it. He did it once he may just fixed it again. My promise to myself is to buy a new laptop once I get a job then ITouch later.

I and my laptop have been through a lot. It is one of the key to achieve my beloved diploma. I’m finished right now so I think I need to replace you. You kinda suck right now.

If I am to name my laptop it would be Trojan. Don’t ask why. Haha

TraPo

I’m sick of traditional politicians Who are like magicians Who are using tricks to fool us To manipulate us They are giving deceitful messages Damn those commercials

Each Step

The steps I’m making today
Will bring my life miles away

As I start a new chapter
I’m whishing no debacles will takeover

The steps I’m making today
I’m flouting all the things they say

With my head up high
I will start a new life

Futile decisions, self-centered intensions
Today I’m going to be God’s laudable creation

Brainwashers

I can count with my fingers
The times I will have the power
This right that will hopefully change lives
The election will surely have a shock value
We are indeed thirsty for a rightful leader
As I shade the ballot
I’m having this authority
To let my voice be heard even for once in a while
I’m sick of traditional politicians
Who are like magicians
Who are using tricks to fool us
To manipulate us
They are giving deceitful messages
Damn those commercials
Some of them are far-fetched liars
They are trying to brainwash us
Using big, beautiful words
Fool is the one who fall from the crooked one

Wasak Friends

Four years of our friendship is worth of lifetime memories. Each day is worth of idiotic chit chats, futile discussions, insane jokes and thousands of bulakbols will always be in my memory treasure chest. Who have thought that I would gain 2 friends in my school?

We became close because of being non-conformist/anti social/ happy-go-lucky girls. We are always against the norm. That’s why we are the only ones who understand each other. We almost risk our diploma in attempting to go against our influential and powerful chair.

With a bottle of beer we laughed, shouted at each other without any reason, made corny jokes, and sing songs …

We barely have an argument because I believed that we are “soul mates”. God made us so we could make each other happy. You made my college life a staggering experience.

We violated school rules. But who cares we graduated, we made it!

As I write this blog entry… tears wanted to roll down. But I know unlike the other friendships I made, this would go longer than ever and it maybe a cliché but we would be friends forever. I firmly believed on that.

Lisa, to my look a like, you are the sister I always wanted to have. Thank you for the various lessons and values you taught me… some are good but mostly are bad… hahaha but nonetheless it is worth remembering.

Anj, one of the most talented people I know I wanted you to know that I admire you and all things you could do. You don’t have second thoughts helping me in things I could not do. And most of all thank you for financially supporting me… hahaha

Marj, I just wish you will now do your thesis and have the diploma you dreamed of. Always remember that I am praying for you.

To my wasak friends goodbye for now and good luck for tomorrow.

Binder

The moon is the only one
That binds us together
The distance keeps me falling apart
This empty air
Strikes my falling hair
It hits me every time I hear your name
Breathing the same air
Seeing the same clouds
We are but a miles away
Life is enormously unfair

May nag tweet!!!

“Bokalista siya ng banda nila. May boses na mapapaibig ka. Halika tayo ay sumama. Nag gigitara kumakanta pa siya parang si Ely Buendia”

I am so happy that Ely added me on twitter. The feeling is the same when I passed my thesis defense. hahaha I first saw his twitter account last year pa November yata. His tweets are locked so I thought he will not add followers anymore. So last week I took a risk and added him. And he did!!! Haha!! Well I guess he adds everybody naman. I just thought he would be a snob. He has 20,000 ++ followers. I have a twitter but you will not get anything from me there. I made that just to follow Ely Buendia. Hahaha. Those little things make me happy.

Oh and by the way I saw this movie at Studio 23 called “Pare Ko”. I sort of watch it thinking that eraserheads will have a cameo like Rivermaya did. Rivermaya was there singing a song. Bamboo was there. He was the vocalist. Long hair pa siya noon. The movie is ugly. Well I didn’t watch it completely. I changed channels because it’s just ugly. Hahaha… I didn’t know na may “Pare Ko” na movie pala…

I am 20 years old right now and I started this blog when I was 16 years old a lot of things changed about me. One thing that didn’t changed is me liking Ely B.

Beauty Vice

“Banal na aso, santong kabayo natatawa ako HiHiHiHi”

My friends and I are planning to go to a comedy bar. We like to watch Vice Ganda perform. I watched some videos at YouTube and he is really funny. He is really good.

Vice caught my attention when he was a contestant on Game K N B? He was really witty on his answers.

Then at the first airing of Showtime, when he first used the “May Nag text” jokes I found it really hilarious. Ngayon kasi minsan corny. His jokes are funny but sometimes quite offensive. My friends once told me that I am like Vice because when I say offensive things and I say it like a joke they don’t find it insulting. That’s how Vice is, his jokes maybe distasteful but because he jokes to himself too, it didn’t seem too hurtful. He calls himself names like horse and etc. nanlalaet siya pero alam niya ding laitin sarili niya.

So this point of this post is … well I just like him… sana lalaki na lang siya… hahaha… I mean I like his humor… yung mga jokes minsan ay pag-iisipan mo talaga.

K Pop!

“I want nobody nobody but you (clap clap)”

I am appalled by the sudden popularity of the Korean music. I can’t understand why we Filipinos like those songs even we just now a certain phrase in the song.

I am not really against on those Korean pop stars. I am against to those Filipinos who choose or support more on them than on OPM artists. In my opinion OPM is dying and that is because we listen more to these Chinese looking guys called Super Junior and to Sandara’s group.

Ok. I must admit when I was about 8 or 9 years old I bought this album by Larusso. She is a . as a kid its ordinary to just listen or like what is popular. So maybe I will forgive if you are about that age but my god if you are above that… I don’t know…

We like a song because of its music and lyrics. So how would I like or support this Korean stars if I don’t understand a single word they say? What I’m trying to say it’s ok to listen and support these Korean pop stars but let us support first our very own artists. Try listening to Urbandub their songs are mostly about love, or if you are really into pop songs there is a group called… I forgot!! Haha. It’s a group of teens who wear candy colored clothes and sing pop novelty songs. They are VIVA artists.

As I write this rant I am watching MTV and they have this Asian Takeaway. I saw this video by Vaness Wu. Does his name ring a bell? He is a F4. I wonder why they don’t play OPM artists. We are better… far better than Vaness Wu or Sandara Park.

So I am blaming media for this whole crap…

You Tube Killed MTV

WTF!! MTV officially signed off. 9 years in the boob tube is something else. I am a MTV watcher. It kills me to think that MTV is gone. I love music and it goes to show that I love watching videos. Maybe I am 1% of the population that doesn’t watch you tube in a regular basis. Well, before I rarely watch in the You Tube since I don’t have a nice Internet Access. But right now I do watch videos in the You Tube but only those I rarely see on TV.

When I am watching tv for let say 5 hours, 3 and a half hours goes to watching videos or anything on MTV.

Now maybe my brothers are really happy cause I’ll be watching tv for 2 hours only. Hahaha….


Sana ibalik ang MTV ARAW ARAW……………

P.S. THANKS MTV FOR BRINGING BACK ERASERHEADS…
Thank you also for accompanying me for 9 years when I’m alone in our home…
Tsk tsk……. I’ll miss you……….

Ooopss by the way... without MTV, OPM might be killed too... tsk tsk

The moment of truth

February 11 (Thursday)

“Ako nayon ay nasa alapaap na”

I don’t know how I will start my story… all I know is I am so thrilled, jubilant, overjoyed, and elated, proud…

I PASSED MY THESIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PARTIDA!!!!!!!!!!
AHOO AHOO!!!!

I GOT 80%... and mataas na talaga to sa amin… coz I think the highest is 86 who is a candidate for suma or magna and ako na ang sumunod!!!

Dun sa defense na yon if I am not mistaken 2 lang ang pumasa…. So overall 4 na ata kaming pumasa sa thesis….

Medyo lumalaki ang ulo ko dahil AKO LANG ANG GUMAWA NG SYSTEM KO… GOD KNOWS THAT…Yung ibang bumagsak nag pagawa lang sila… I mean I’m the type of person who doesn’t have enough self esteem and confidence in things I do. Pero ngayon I’m so proud to myself. And I think I have the right to be proud and to be arrogant because almost all of my classmates have programmers in helping them and doing their thesis. Pero ako… AKO LANG TALAGA… pero when I looked back nung mga first month na ginagawa ko yung previous system ko… wala talaga akong magawa… walang codes na lumalabas sa utak ko…

I don’t really say this pero I REALLY FELT THE PRESENCE OF GOD DURING THIS TOUGH AND CRUCIAL TIMES IN MY LIFE….

A prayer surely will help you all the way.

Thank you God for all the blessings…

GRABEH…

Pero sana tulungan niya pa yung 3 friends ko kasi medyo may mga issues… SANA Sabay sabay kaming grumaduate…

Fine Time

“I hope we could spend more time together
A few hours is better than never
If we could only make it longer
A whole day would be fine
A whole day would be fine
A whole day would be fine
A whole day would be fine ”


Mp3 music search

Jan.20 (Wednesday)

It’s my b-day!!! I am 20 years old!!!! Whoah!!! 2 dekada na ko sa mundo!!! ACHIEVEMENT!!!

Hindi ko makakalimutan itong day na to hindi dahil birthday ko, pero dahil defense day ko din. Hahaha!!!

After our class pumunta na kami agad sa comp. room. Andun siya. Kwentuhan na parang di ko defense… hahaha…kinakabahan na talaga ako ng sobra kasi half baked ang thesis ko… hahaha

Tapos na kwento ko na b-day ko at defense day pa!!! tapos sabi niya “talaga? B-day mo?” sabi ko “tao ako nag bi-birthday din no”. hahaha

Tapos sabi ni anj hulaan mo ilang taon na siya… I was expectin na mag e-exaggerate siya like he always do… tapos parang serious siya sabi niya “18?”… WAHAHAHAHAHA… haba ng hair ko… BENTE NA KO… hahaha


Then nag start nay un una mag de-defense… luckily huli ako… then after nung nagdefense… lunch na… tapos andun pa rin siya… tapos na jo-joke siya na libre kasi b-day ko nga… kung ano-ano sina suggest niya na mahal… then nauna na kaming umalis… kaso ang bigat na talaga ng bag ko/namin… kasi may dala kaming laptop… tapos sabi ko iwanan na natin sa comp.lab… kinausap pa naming yung nag-aasikaso dun na iiwan naming yung bag namin… tapos… aba nandun pa rin siya and he was joking again kung saan… di ako kumikibo… tapos… nauna na siya…

So ok…

Then nasa baba na kami may tumawag sa kanya… actually medyo malayo na talaa siya…tapos huminto siya at kinausap yung tumawag sa kanya… tamang tama nung palapit na kami bigla siyang sumabay samin… ininvite ang sarili… hahaa…

I thought at first nag jo-joke lang siya… pero nakalabas na kami sa gate at nag hahanap na ng kakainan nandun pa rin siya… wahaha… nung nasa tapat na kami ng Kenny Rogers sabi niya “Kenny!. Kenny! Kenny!” eh sawa pa naman ako sa chicken… at usapan talaga pizza… so we went to pizza hut… ang takaw niya sooobra… so ayun usap usap… tawanan too the max… dapat mga 1:00 nandun na ulit kami sa room kaso… an tagal ng mga inoorder naming… so mga 1:30 na halos… nagmamadali siya… kasi hahanapin daw siya ng dean dun sa defense naming… kami ok lang na tumagal kasi hindi pa naman naming defense at di kakadating lang ng pizza… sabi naming sa kanya..”mauna ka na!!!, kakain pa kami” ayaw niya naming umalis… pinipilit na naming siyang umalis… hahaha…

So ayun nagging boy namin siya… pinadala yung pizzahut at pepsi sa kanya…

Nung nasa skul na kami… nauna siya tapos kinuha ko na yung pepsi sa kanya… biglang lumapit yung mga estudyante niya… LOKO!!! MAY KLASE PALA SIYA… HAHAHA… Naghiintay sa kanya… sinungaling sabi niya hinhanap daw siya ng dean at ma pa-panel siya.. yun pala may klase siya… to think na pinauuna na naming siya ayaw niyan umalis gusto niya kasabay kami…. HAAAAYYYYY….


Ang kagandahan nun ay hindi ako natuloy mag defense… kasi anong oras na nun.. mga 5:00 pm…

Ang saya saya… nag mini stop na lang kami… LUTANG NA LUTANG KAMI.. lalo na AKO… hahaha… AYOS NA PA BENTE!!! HAHA