Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Astig!!!




“Pop machine……”

22nd Awit Awards Winner for Album of the Year:
Eraserheads: The Reunion Concert by The Eraserheads (Sony Music)

I remember the first time I listened to this album at the listening area of Music One. I went there to buy a cd. (TRIVIA: Mas marami akong nabiling original na cd gamit ang pera ko kaysa sa mga damit.) I think I was planning to buy Nut House of Hilera or any Eraserheads album like Cutterpillow, Circus etc. I really don’t like to buy the reunion album because I was waiting for the DVD format. The album cost about 300 bucks and the DVD is about 400 so sabi ko mas maganda na yung DVD na lang yung bilhin ko at least mapapanood ko pa sila. So when I saw that album I tried to listen to it. Grabeh Gandang ganda talaga ako dun. Parang nasa concert talaga ako. Partida masama pakiramdam ni Ely diyan. His mother died two days before the concert. Actually physically you could see that he’s not that moving too much. Pero sa iba para sa akin hindi naapektuhan yung pagkanta niya.
So medyo ang tagal ko na ata dun and I think the saleslady was already looking at me because 5 minutes lang dapat makinig. Habang hawak ko yung album literal na hindi ko matanggal yung kamay ko sa album!! I think I look like stupid… pero wala naman sigurong nakakita… I was holding the album at pilit kong tinatanggal yung kamay ko sa c.d. pero ayaw maalis. Haahahaha… sa sobrang ganda napabili ako ng mp3. kasi ang sarap na dikit na dikit at dinig na dinig mo yung boses ni ely pati yung music. Mas gusto ko iyong pakinggan na naka earphone kaysa sa speakers.

So now I am still waiting for the Final set album… hope it will come out real sooooon habang may pera pa ko….. hahaha …..

Putek




“Sa itaas ng bubong nakita kong nagunaw ang mundo”

I was listening to NU early in the morning. I heard this song “Putek”. Putek is one of my favorite expressions. Nagsasabi ako ng “Putek” tuwing badtrip, o kaya may nahulog na bagay o kaya wala lang… so ng narinig ko yung song na un I was curious at nagging interested sa lyrics at sa song. At first I thought it is about being bad trip or something. Pero nung nasa chorus na may line na “Sa itaas ng bubong nakita kong nagunaw ang mundo”. And then I realize na tungkol pala ito sa Undoy at Pepeng typhoon. I got teary eyed nung narinig ko pa yung lines na buti sila buhay yung kapitbahay nila namatay…. I heard a lot of songs na pertaining to the past tragedies like yung “Bangon” ni Rico Blanco at yung sa isang kanta na sinulat ni Ogie Alcasid na kinanta ng various artist. Pero eto yung pinaka gusto ko… very youthful and clever yung lyrics. And I know na maramin nakakarelate. Then kung hindi ako nagkakamali si Raymund Marasigan ay nakatira sa Marikina. So I am assuming na from personal experience yung mga yun. So talagang astig….

I wonder kung saang album ito kasama… malamang hindi sa S Marks the spot… I am willing to buy… I love the song!! Putek!

The antagonist

“Maliliit na tao ay walang kalaban laban…”

Bakit may mga taong sadyang ginawa upang maging sagabal sa buhay ng tao? Bakit ba may mga kontrabida? Ano ba ang mapapala nila kung pinahihirapan ka? Bakit may taong natutuwa kapag naghihirap ka?

Hindi ko alam ang sagot… isa lang alam ko… bawat isa sa atin ay may kontrabidang kilala sa buhay nila… Minsan alam natin pero madalas hindi…marahil tayo din ay nagging kontrabaida sa ibang buhay ng tao…

Para sa akinng kontrabida sa buay: “Magtago ka na dambuhala kakampi naming si bathala kung ayaw mo na maniwala sa Diyos mapipinsala…Ahhhh… IKAW AY DAMBUHALA….”

Pero katulad ng isang bida sa isang palabas… sa akin ang huling halakhak… Wahahahaha!!! Akin parin ang happy ending… at ang they live happily ever after….

Monday, December 14, 2009

Blurred Light



I see you’re shattered face
Against the blurred light
I pound it with all my might
Tears rolled down as I cried last night
I surrendered you’re life
The lines are too low
I guess it you’re time, you have to go
Goodbye for now
Good luck for tomorrow

Sunday, December 06, 2009

Life is unfair


“I've got another confession to make I'm you're fool…” Foo Fighters

I’m halfway through my thesis. My system can now add, subtract, multiply etc. My only problem is my “boss”. She is absolutely unfair in all degree. My graduation depends entirely on her…. And that sucks…. Bigtime!!

She has a daughter and she is in the same department. Hindi lang yun teacher niya pa. Very unprofessional. I will not be surprise if her daughter will be in dean’s list, or suma,
Magna at any point. She has the power and confidence to do those things…

Pampalubag loob, just right now I got a message saying that we are accepted as web designers of our former school… I am now an official freelance web designer. I am really thankful to God in spite these entire unjust situation happening to me. I am now absolutely depending on Him.

Ngayon ko talaga na raramdaman ang presensiya ni God. I’m praying that He gave me knowledge and give me codes on the system I’m doing. And he really guides me and giving me answers. Really!!! He does give me codes and knowledge about my system. Kasi nung umpisa as in walang wala. Tapos as day progresses I’m constatntly changing my system kasi may naiisip akong bago at parang mali.

Thank you God… I really know that next year 7 PESOS NA PAMASAHE KO!!!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Agawan Base

MY LSS FOR THE MONTH


Sakaling magbalik sa iyo
Pagkatapos magpalit-anyo ang paligid
Sa ’sang gilid may mga matang nagmamasid
At nag-aabang ng bagong laro

Refrain:
Alam ko
Pagbabayaran ko
Ang nakalimutang tagpo
Pagbabayaran ko

Chorus:
Sa tuwing umaalis at tuwing bumibitaw
Ang puso ko’y nagsusumigaw
Nagpapanggap mang nakangiti pa rin
Dala ang iyong habilin
Ang puso ko’y nagususmigaw
Nagususmigaw

Verse II:
Sakaling magpalit anyo ang ngayon
Magagamot ba ang pait ng kahapon
Pagsisisi’y nakaukit sa naguumpugang bato
Eto na kaya ang bagong laro

Repeat Refrain
Repeat Chorus

Sunday, October 25, 2009

A Movie Suggestion from a Movie Idiot

I have a bad habit of sleeping at movie theaters. I slept while watching Dark Night and the last one is Transformers II. But I really enjoyed the effects of the latter. It is also peculiar that I’m writing about movies right now.

I am a fan of comedy or romantic comedy type of films. The last movie I’ve seen is Hangover which is the no.1 rated R comedy film. I also like Adam Sandler movies. I have a dream movie. Gusto ko sana magkaroon ng movie ang Pugad Baboy. Yes, you read it right. The comic strip by Pol Medina Jr. I started reading it when I am starting to learn how to read. I think it is not that impossible since the characters of Pugad Baboy already appeared on a music video and commercial. They appeared on Sugarfree’s “Pugad” video. The video revolves about… what else but FOOD!!... They also appeared on a Quaker (tama ba?) commercial basta about food pa rin. The plot of the movie? Kahit ano… siguro pwede nilang gamitin yung mga nagawa na ni Pol like yung mga adventures sa ibang lugar like Palawan, Baguio… o kung saan man. Or kahit ano. Kahit mala the Simpsons the movie…


Since uso yung mga libro na gingawang movie sa Holywood bakit hindi natin yung try. Why not make Bob Ong’s books a movie? Mas maganda sana kung yung ABBNKKBSNPLAko! Since parang biography iyon ng buhay ng author. Gusto ko din sanang masapelikula ang Rant by Chuck Palanhuik. Ang astig ng storya at sa tingin ko mahirap yon gawing movie.

Siguro kulang na kulang ako sa panood ng movies para malaman kung ano maganda at hindi. Last month manood sana ako ng “Kinatay” kaso tapos na nung pumunta ako sa Rob Manila. Indie movies are overrated I think. And that’s good since Phil. Cinema needs movie that has more substance. The first and the last indie movie I’ve seen is “Kubrador” starring Gina Pareno. I am really impressed with the whole story plus characters. You will never see a movie like that in mainstream. I really like to watch lots of indie movies like “Ang Pagdadalaga…”, “Masahista”, “My Fake American Accent”, atbp.

Unofficial Dean’s List

October 23 (Friday)

“Ako ngayoy lumilipad at ngayon ay nasa langit na gusto mo bang sumama?”
Pampalubag loob. I got my grades. I have 3 A- and a B-. I computed it and I could be in the dean’s list. I’m freaking out!!! It’s every procrastinator’s dream. Actually I have another subject that I will take for 3 days next week. I don’t know if it’s only passed or failed. Its 2 units. So unofficially my QPA is 3.5… Hell yeah… but it’s not yet time to celebrate… my thesis still sucks.

Pero pampalubag loob talaga sooobra. Imagine being stressed out for the first time. Too stressed out. Then you will see your name in the hall because you are included to the list… the list that everybody wanted to be in…

Pero… hindi pa ko sure… that’s the sad part… I’m crossing my fingers…

Depress Mode

October 20 (Tuesday)
“Wag kang matakot na baka magkamali walang mapapala kung mag babakasakali… Lumilipas ang oras baka ka maiwan kung di mo susubukan…”

Ang adik talaga… The worst thing that could happen to a graduating college student doing his/her thesis happened to me. It’s October and our defense is on December and just now our prof rejected our thesis proposal. WTF! We kept on repeating on her what will our thesis would be, she says nothing. So now I’m so ngarag… who wouldn’t be? I need to catch up. As in!!!

First time ata mangyari sa akin ito… I’m so fucking stressed out!! That even in my dreams I’m dreaming about our thesis…. Thesis, thesis, thesis!!!!!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Safeguard


My heart is unguarded
It is surrounded by mere solitude
A love I can share
The pain I already can’t bear
Standing still
I realized happiness is not there anymore
I’m trying to go back to the reasons
Why I always smile
But my heart is blocked
My mind sucked
I’m sick of waiting
Roving in the dark
Alone in the park
Oh, my poor heart
It is patiently waiting
For her security guard

Cold Turkey

Loving you is a vice
It’s like puffing a cigarette
I won’t stop till I can’t get enough
It keeps me stable
I feel comfortable
It destroys my system
But I feel very elated

Loving you is like drinking liquor
It keeps me sane
It brings my different side
And as if my world is about to collide
It keeps me high
It makes me alive

From now on
I will not stop smoking
Nor my drinking
But I will stop loving you
Its cold turkey
And it’s hurting me

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Stupid!!!

September 15 (Tuesday)
“At sa ibang boy ikaw nakipag laro ka ng apoy… ako ay nananaghoy”

My favorite line for today:

While we are at our 6:00-9:00pm class our computers encountered some problem so we decided to use a proxy site because some sites are blocked by the way, and we just opened our facebook. Well we can’t do much because we are not allowed to play or anything. it is still blocked. so we just viewing our friends and their pictures to kill time. lisa opened her facebook and we saw her friend with D. Then…

Me: Is this D the self proclaimed…
Lisa and Me: matalino?!!!
LOL…
hehehe…. I hate people who are self proclaimed matalino… wahaha…

oh by the way we had retreat for 3 days last week. It was fun because I was with Lis, Marj and Anj. we are sharing 2 rooms together. It was really, really fun. Well I’m still having LSS with the song Stupid Luv by Salbakuta. blame my friends for that. hahaha… Kumanta lang kami ng kumanta… hahaha… I will miss those days… hay… sobrang cheesy…

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Rant

Oct.2 (Friday)

Pahabol… another weird thing about me is I keep the receipts of the albums I buy. I want to see when, where I bought it. I am also planning to compute how much I used in buying all those shit. hehehe… but not now…. I’m broke (walang pasok for 1 week!!! fuck!) and computing it will make me feel worse.

Anyways, I want to write about lot of things, like the latest albums I am listening, the books I’m reading, the suspension of classes, my fucking thesis, my fucking prof , but let see where would I start…

so now I decided to write something about the albums I purchased. The recent album I bought is Sandwich’s Two in One Cd. well because these past few days I am listening at the radio I’m hearing this song called “Butterfly Carnival” and “Hair Pin”. I love those songs… then last Wednesday I went to Astovision just to look around I found out that Sandwich’s Two in One Cd is 185 bucks. Well, I bought Mojofly’s 2 in one cd last July 13, 2007?( I told you I keep receipts!) when I guess it is still new it costs 285 bucks. Imagine 2 cds for just 185!!! It is impossible!!! hehehe…

I’m not yet done listening to it. 34 tracks are so many for my 2 ears. I am playing it randomly. Then I was surprised to hear a track by Raymund Marasigan. it sounded like a song from e-heads. But nonetheless… it is all good…

I also bought Kjwan’s 13 Seconds to Love. I love “Life Line”, “13 Seconds To Love”, “Nasilayan”, “Meron Ba?”.

I also bought Pupil’s Wildlife Repackaged Album. Dito ako mag ra-rant. grabeh! ang nakalagay kasi may ni re-mastered yung mga songs. Yun pala “Animal Lover” lang. Tapos sabi kasi my stickers. yung kapatid ko kasi gusto ng mga stickers like yung sa 5 on the floor ng sandwich. Hehehe ang babaw…. pero… ayun…tapos puro music videos at demos…pang lubag loob… tapos meron mga pictures na pwede ko namang I cut, copy, paste. Naiinis ako kasi na loko ako!!! I have Wildlife album na kasi. Don’t get me wrong I love that album and it won as album of the year at Nu Rock awards last year. pero para lang talaga ako nagtapon ng pera. inis na inis ako… pero sinasabi ko na lang sa aking sarili kay Ely naman yun eh. hehehe… tapos wala pa naman akong ibang album na gusto…. pero… grrrrr…. Sana bumili na lang ako ng e-heads album, o kaya lobo…

Elib ako sa mga marketing strategy ng mga yan… Naloko ako… putek…I hate repackage albums… baket ba may ganon??? nakakaasar…

Ngayon ko lang naalala… Tapos nap ala yung anniversary ng blog ko… hahaha… di ko na naalala… last September pa… so happy 3rd birthday to you… dahil dyan I re-renovate ko ulit… so pls. bear with me… hahaha

Votetante na ko!!!




“Boto mo i-patrol mo”
Before I vote in 2010 presidential election I first voted for NU 107’s Rock awards. It’s like an annual thingy for me. I think it’s my 3rd time to vote…. Yeah men!!!

MY VOTE LIST:

1. Artist of the Year
Kjwan
2. Album of the Year
13 seconds to Love
3. Vocalist of the Year
Yan Yuzon
4. Guitarist of the Year
Marc Abaya
5. Bassist of the Year
Paul Yap
6. Drummer of the Year
Ean Mayor
7. Song of the Year
Salita
8. Best New Artist
Duster
9. Best Album Packaging
13 seconds to Love (Kjwan)
10. Best Music Video
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay (Itchyworms)
11. Producer of the Year
Bamboo
12. Smart / URock
College Band of the Year
Pards (UP Manila)

· I am into Kjwan right now… Obviously… and among the albums there konti lang ang meron ako so bias eh…

Friday, September 18, 2009

Wake me up when March ends…

“Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you. By now you should've somehow realized what you gotta do”

Ilang buwan na lang at ako ay mag-mamarcha na patungo sa ma damong quadrangle ng aming eskwelahan. Makakapunta na sa kauna-unahang pagkakataon ang aking tatay sa SSC. Makakasuot na ako ng itim na toga. matatangap ko na ang diplomang aking pinagarap simula ng ako ay uhugin pa. Ang diplomang din yon ang sumisimbola ng aking pag tanda at pag papaalam. Paalam na sa pag-aaral. Paalam na sa mga guro…. Paalam na sa mga kaibigan. Paalam na sa buhay skwela. Paalam na sa pagiging dependent. paalam na sa baon. Paalam na…

Ang diploma ay isang simbolo din ng pagpapasalamat. At salamat sa IYO…

Ang diploma din ang sumisimbolo ng bagong hamon sa aking buhay. Ano nga ba ang aking mararating? makakapunta kaya ako patungo sa aking mga pangarap? mahirap sagutin pero madaling mangarap…

Sana pag gising ko bukas March na…. para tapos na ang mga agam-agam, mga nakakatakot na imahinasyon at pag dududa… Sana bukas pag gising ko ay may hawak na akong diploma…

The 10 weird facts about me:


The 10 weird facts about me:

Actually I don’t know if these things are weird but for me I think it is.
1) I cried maybe twice while reading a book. The books that made me cry are Bob Ong’s Mac Arthur and Mitch Albom’s For One More Day
2) I have trichotillomania, an impulse disorder characterized by the repeated urge to pull out scalp hair.
3) I am OC at my music files in my computer. I have folders of different artist. I want it to be organized. As much as possible I want all the details to appear, for example at Media Player I want Album Covers are there, the released date, the composers etc.
4) I get sick or sometimes not feeling well when I am restoring my computer.
5) I read newspaper, magazine or book inside the bathroom.
6) I love watching videos at MYX and MTV even if the videos are just keeps on repeating.
7) I can live without a cellphone
8) I have weird imagination lalo na pag gabi.
9) I don’t want my collections to be seen. Well I have a virus collection…
10) I talk to myself… a lot…

Friday, August 28, 2009

Alapaap


Sunday, August 23, 2009

False Alarm

Aug.17 (Monday)

Hindi ko na alam ang nangyari. Tumingin ka ng malayo. Wag kang lumingon. Pumikit sumikip, mata’y bumaon. Ewan ko ba? Ayoko muna. Tumingin ka ng malayo
Unting unting lumalapit sa’yo. Paakyat ako ika’y pababa sigarilyong hawak ko. ewan ko ba? Ayoko na muna…. Tumingin ka ng malayo. Maduling ka sa irap ko sa’yo.
Hanggang dito na lang… ayoko na talaga sa’yo… ewan ko ba? Ano pa ba ang iyong naramdaman. Kalimutan mo na. pls ayaw ko ng malaman. Kalimitan mo na ako… Kalimutan mo na ako… Kalimutan mo na ako… Kalimutan mo na ako… Kalimutan mo na… Nakalimutan ko na… Kalimutan mo na… Nakalimutan ko na na minahal kita…

Sunday, August 09, 2009

Mariah Monkey

“ABS-CBN o GMA7, ABS-CBN o GMA7… Original o Pirated”

The opening line is “Bombardment” by Dong Abay.

I heard in the news about the gaya-gaya issue of Freddie Aguilar towards Charice Pempenco, Arnel Pineda and Gary V. He said something like why Charice and Arnel didn’t sing some Filipino songs when they are invited in some shows or have gigs on a foreign land.

A while ago when I was playing with the remote control I saw Sandara Park. She is now at her own land, Korea and she has a girl group called 21. I saw their music video at Myx. Anyways, the chismis show has this video showing her singing her hit song “In or Out”. It is a Tagalog song and she is singing it at her own land Korea and if I’m not mistaken she is pure Korean. I guess Ka Freddie saw that video.

What a shame.

A pure Korean is there at her own land singing a Tagalog song. Of course Koreans doesn’t understand what she is singing.

Sure, Charice and Arnel are making us proud because they are all over the world bringing us pride and joy. These two got the fame because of covering some foreign songs. I think Freddie Aguilar is quite right. If Sandara, a pure Korean who lived here for quite number of years and sings Tagalog song in front of thousands of her own kind why not Charice and Arnel. They are 100% Filipino. No foreign blood attached

What a shame.

When I saw that video of Sandara I realized that behind this “krung-krung” girl is more than a Filipino to some of us. She still knows to look back to the country who once loved her.

Then when I’m watching Channel V I saw these local bands playing at various places like Malaysia, Singapore etc… Well I am not sure if they are singing Tagalog songs but I am sure that they play their own compositions. That’s enough for me. That’s why I am for bands than singers, balladeers and pop stars.

So what I’m trying to say?

I don’t know. I’m still wasak today.

It’s a protocol; YOU NEED TO DIE TO BE A HERO, TO BE NOTICED

“and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life...”

In what I am seeing right now… I want to die… to be noticed…

When Francis M. is still around my brothers don’t know how to sing “Kaleidoscope World”. They wouldn’t even bother to play it on my laptop. But when he died, my ears are bleeding because they are singing it to death. They even let me download some of his songs. The same goes with Michael Jackson. When he is still alive we put more importance on his weirdness than his musicality.

It’s true that we just acknowledge a person when he or she is not around. We just take them for granted.

In Cory’s situation she is just acknowledge as a hero when she died. I mean do you really need to die to be a hero? She fought for democracy decades ago and just now when she died they come to realize that she could be another national hero. Yeah, maybe it’s better late than never. But if you could think about it, we really don’t know if she could really see us, if she knows what is happening right now.