photo shoot

November 22 (Saturday)

“Paliparin ang kamalayan”

I am glad that my mother bought a Philippine Star news paper today. I think she and my brother went to Jolibbee so there is a free newspaper. I saw the supreme section. When I am reading a newspaper I put the FrontPage for the last reading since I know that it is full of bad news. After the frontpage I saw the supreme section. Then when I flipped it I saw this picture

It is entitled as “The Supreme gods of rock and rule” by Tim Yap. So this is the one that they are talking about. The photo shoots of the rock gods and of course of Raymund Marasigan and Ely Buendia.

So here is the interview (Pinicturan ko lang… hehehe)

At the article it said “That afternoon saw them exchanging quips, comparing clothes from Homme et Femme to match their Frank leather shoes from Traffic. They were getting along fine. After almost a decade of separation, the musicians separated the hip were bonding once again, on and off camera”. Astig! I never thought the reunion will brought the 2 heads back. I like the picture. Parang naka akbay pa si Ely kay raymund and nag iinuman like good ol’ days.


* sorry kung ganyan ang mga pics… may pasok pa kasi ako eh…. Bili na lang kayo ng star 15 lang ata… tapos libre sa jolibee pag umaga… hahaha nag advertise…
I will watch eraserhead’s reunion concert on Wednesday even if I have class… wahahaha…

Today is my grandmama’s 9th death anniv. I missssss uuuu………. Awooooooooooo….

For Always

November 19 (Wednesday)

“I will love you so for always”

So now I am trying to write again about what happened to me. Well I woke up very early around 5:30 because I need to accompany my brother to his school. But it happens only on Wednesdays. I am always early during this day and it is really unusual thing for me to do. Haha… I have my SPT today and I really hate this subject. First, because we need to wake up very early and it is a 7:30 class. We are not into this kind of schedule because last semester our classes usually start on 10:30. We have a 7:30 class but only on Thursdays and our professor is always late so ok lang. Second, this subject made a lot of student’s grade miserable. Well it is depends on the teacher. And my professor for this subject has this “attitude”. Well I don’t know what really kind of “attitude” he has since I only met him twice and I don’t want to add the times I will see him. Well today we just made a t!me l!ne of J0se Riz@l’s life. So we don’t have a discussion. Then we have almost 1 and a half break. The next subject is quatech. Our professor here is a certified adik! Nakakatawa siya! Para pa siyang si Joker kung maglakad at ang the best sa lahat mahilig siya sa damo. Last sem daw his class get the class cards at the field! It’s the first time I heard that a prof give the class cards at the field. Comedy talaga siya! Then since it is a math subject we have commercials or break. He let us show his pictures with his former pupils. Comedy talaga!!! A while ago meron siyang joke na bentang benta sa akin. He is using the laptop and he put his usb. Then may nag pop-up. Yung kaspersky ata basta pang virus detection. Sabay sabi ng walang kaabog abog, I collect viruses. Tawang tawa ako dun. Ewan ko, corny siguro pero pag nandun ka talaga at nakita mo siya… adik talaga. Then when it was finished lunch na. then we just remember it is Km’s b-day! We forgot to greet her. Pero siyempre nilibre niya pa rin kami. Sa red ribbon kami kumain. We don’t know what to give to her. Then we decided to buy a big card and let all of our classmates plus professor to write something there.
I have a lot of things to do pero siyempre I love procrastinating. Before this I really don’t like to write pero when I play always by atlantic starr ewan ko basta bigla na lang ako gumanang magsulat. So I am here it seems I have written this quite long post biro mo.
What I learned today: I can have a new collection. A virus collection!

Blogging again…

“Eh di nasayang lang… wag kang matakot na magkamali walang mapapala kung di magbabasakali”

In my almost over a month in my blogging hiatus I am here again alive and kicking! Haha… honestly I lost my interest in blogging these past few months because of my stupid laptop and internet. They are not into multitasking!! But today I don’t know what came up to my mind and decided to type my blog in google. And I saw my post in some of blogsites! Well, they are crediting me… hahaha… then I saw these people posting in my tagboard again… nabuhayan na naman ako… Then I read again my posts. And I was happy and thrilled while reading them. Actually I never stop writing. I have my pen and notebook with me. The only problem is my internet connection. Ayaw magbukas ng blogger. I have a lot of half baked notes in my laptop. So maybe I will post it if my internet permits me to do so. At isa pang dahilan, we will have a project in my major subject in website to create a blogsite.
He mentioned about our future projects and I like it but I know it will really eat most of my time like what just happened last semester. First I am doing a real estate site, the blog site, ngo site and the final project the e-commerce site. I really like the idea of putting up a n.g.o. site. I think that this is what I really wanted to be, to be a web designer or developer.
Hay nakku….. I want to graduate na….!!!

Bula

“Nawala ng parang bula… Mahahanap din kita…”

I feel like I’m using a new second hand laptop. It is New, because all my files are erased. Second hand, because my laptop is full of scratches. Para akong nasunugan. Walang natira sa akin. I only have a back up files for those current important files. I don’t have backup for my photos and music!! Well I thank friendster, photobucket because I saved some of my pictures. Thanks to my usb, I saved some music. I overestimated the power of my laptop. I know, my professors kept telling about “back up” files. I’m just so positive and confident that I don’t need that, that my pc will not crash or anything. To make my feeling good, I told myself that everyone one will go through this “rough times”. Hahaha… mabuti nga ako ngayon lang. I mean I have this laptop for almost 2 years. Yung iba ilang months pa lang nasisira na ang laptop. Kahit papaano pala ay maingat din ako. At hindi pa ako ang may kasalanan kung bakit nasira to. Yung kapatid ko ang may kasalanan… hehehe…
From now on, I hate technology.

Certified Procrastinator

“You can count on me... I'm gonna get it done, get it done... Before the night segues the day"

Sept. 10 (Wednesday)

I thought I was late when I went to my 10:30 am class. Puta! There is no class for that subject so it means my class really starts at 1:30 pm. I am really sleepy because I woke up 6:00am to accompany my little brother to his school. I am thankful that some of my classmates are so obedient and diligent they still went to our class to do our Bus. Com. Presentation. When we learned that our presentation for Bus Com was canceled me and cess just bum around the computer lab. I was really relief that the fucking presentation is cancelled. Then it rained really hard so our minds are into “suspended” thingy. In ordinary Wednesday we have class until 9:00pm. Then when about 3:00pm came, me, anj and marie is still talking about classes being suspended. My mother is insisting that I must go home because it is flood all around the city. But because we are not sure whether we have our major subject me and anj decided to stay and wait until the announcement will be announced. Well we didn’t attend our women’s studies class. They had a quiz. So what anj and I did is we went around the Taft area. We went to National and bum around. I saw this book called “the answers to your questions”. It is like an 8 magic ball. You will ask a question then you will open it. Then when you flip it you will see the book’s answer to your question. I asked first the book. “Is there a class?” I opened the book and I turn to the page and the book’s answer is “Don’t waste your time”. Then we asked and asked different questions. It’s so funny. Then when 4:30 came, we heard news… No 6-9:00pm class…

So to make the story short, I just procrastinated the whole day.

Sa wakas...!

“Sa wakas ay nakita ko na ang aking hinahamap… Sa wakas ay nakuha ko na ang aking hinahangad… Kay tagal ko ng naghintay at nagsunog ng kilay… Ngayon masasabi kong matamis ang tagumpay…”


I didn’t able to attend the much awaited eraserheads concert. I am already 18 and turning 19 on January but my parents still don’t allow me to stay really late. So it means no bars and party for me. But I do get to watch some gigs but not frequently. There are times that I told my mom that I will go to a party of my friend but the truth is I just watch a gig. If I’m not mistaken it is a gig of Pupil. I don’t know if the cut-off-short-concert is a blessing in disguise for me. I mean there is another chance for me to watch the almost impossible gig. I watch you tube videos of the eraserheads and I really love the “alapaap”. It really brought me goosebumps. From the first note and line, it is really perfect. Since the one video taped it was quite far away, I barely see Ely, so if you just hear him sing, you will really not believe that he is was week physically and emotionally.
I do believe this concert was really made especially for me. This is the chance for others who like me didn’t have a chance to watch them live. And even for one night we will able to see how magical eraserheads is. The eraserheads is just simply phenomenal.

Mag fee-feeling muna ako….

“Nakita ko na ang lahat ditto… pinahihiwatig ng mata mo salamat na lamang sa iyo… ohhh mata mo”

Hayaan ninyo muna akong mag feeling. Minsan lang ito. Habang pauwi na pagkatapos manood ng Batman, sumakay ako sa jeep. Huling sumakay ang isang Ali look a like. Siyempre kamukha ni Ali, ang pinka gwapong lalake para sa akin, hindi ko maalis ang aking mata sa kanya. Pero siyempre di ko pinahahalata… pero anong magagawa ko katapat ko siya!! Lumipas ang ilang oras, bumaba na ang ibang tao, nakatapat pa siya sa akin… wala pa rin kasing bumababa sa hilera na inuupuan ko. Pero kay Ali look alike ang dami na. ang laki na ng space niya pero hindi pa rin siya umaalis asa tapat ko… so sabi ko, nag fee-feeling lang ako na type niya ako, o gusto niya ako katapat, pero umalis na ang lahat sa tabi niya, wala na siyang katabi, pero hindi parin siya umalis sa pwesto niya at napapansin kong nakatingin din siya sa akin…. at ng pababa na ako… aba bumaba na din siya!!!!! Malapit lang ang bahay niya sa akin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mahal na kita Ali look-alike… tayo na…
Kanina naman ang aking medyo cute na guro, habang may fire alarm, pumunta ako sa medyo likod dahil masyadong mausok… aba pag tinigin ko sa aking kaliwa nandun na din siya………. Uuuuuuuuyyyyyyyyyyyyy….Type mo din ako…….???????
Hindi nag fee-feeling lang ako…..hahahaha…..pero maaring totooo…….waaaahhhh… pero bago pa non kasi nung nasa taas pa kami habang nag a-attendance pa siya ako yung huli pero alphabetical, so dapat medyo nasa una… abah! Hinuli niya ako at niloko pa ang surname ko…. Ako lang………. eh napaka ordinaryo lang ng surname ko……..
Feeeeler!

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Pwede na akong mamatay!!

“Reunited and it feels so good…Reunited cause we understood” (not sure with the line)

I’ve been waiting all these things that will be happening. Happiness is an understatement of what I am feeling. I’ve been praying for these. First today, my cousins will be here. They are my closest cousins, although ironically they are so far away from me. I’ve been dreaming about them since they left for vacation on July 2006. Second is about the Eraserheads reunion. I heard about it when there is a commercial at Channel 7. They are in the Saksi news. These past few weeks I am not able to catch news because I’m busy or I need to entertain or bond with our guess. Actually I have a lot of things in mind about the eraserheads reunion alone. I can post 100 more if I don’t need to do anything. So as I say it is confirmed ERASERHEADS IS BACK!!! But behind the good news is sad news because it is only for 1 night. If you will read my post about eraserheads you know what I am feeling right now. I’ve been waiting this for almost 3-4 years. I’ve never seen them live since I am still a baby back then. And now it is my chance to GO TO WATCH ERASERHEADS… but another sad news will be on my way. I don’t know if I can go. Anyways I don’t like what I read about the details in having a ticket. Yes it is free but since it is a Marlboro production some cigarette things will be included maybe like lighting one.

I am happy. Very happy indeed. I don’t know what brought them to reunite. Though I know it is coming. Nag ala Madame Auring ako. I heard a lot of things like about the money thing. For me as a desperate fan wanting to see them, I don’t care if they will do it because of money. If that is the only thing to let a million fans be happy it will be okay. I think it will not be a bad idea either. Now, with all our commodities are very expensive you’ll do anything to feed your family. What is buzzing around the metro is P 5-10 Million is the price each head to perform a 45 minutes set. I’ll repeat 45 MINUTES SET. Hanep hindi pa ginawang 1 hour. Well, libre naman… so as what I am saying, this reunion gig may be a step to let the four heads be in good terms like good ol’ days. Para mas marami pang reunion ang maganap.

I am HAPPY. I am happy that they made a wise decision. They decided to answer the question that is hanging since they disbanded if they will be reunited again and when. And we have an answer already. On August 30, just a few days after the Ber months, at CCP the much anticipated reunion in Philippine History will happen. get ready for your cameras, videos and what not!! A lot of people are depending to those who will take videos. And maybe I’ll be one of them. Oh well. I am still happy. Very happy!!!!!! Pwede na nga akong mamatay!!!!!

What if God was one of us?

June 29 (Sunday)

“Yeah, yeah, God is great… Yeah, yeah, God is good…”

I don’t know how to start my blog entry. It is because I have too many things to say. During the typhoon “Frank” it seems my tears joined the rampant rain. My brothers at that time were between life and death. Crying and praying is only the solution that I can think of. What made my feelings worst were when my dad cried at my side. It is something I will never forget and that made me cry for more. For the first time I also made a “text brigade” to my close friends to pray for my brothers.

There were many things that I and perhaps my family did that we didn’t thought of doing it. We are not really affectionate with each other. We don’t say I love you, happy birthday, so on and so forth. But now I we are all getting old we are beginning to show it. My brothers right now are very much alive and kicking. Our house is noisy again and things are going back to normal.

Wait a minute… our sufferings are not yet over. My grandfather just died when my brothers went home. His death is something expected since he is in death agony for almost a year now. But of course even if we say that we are happy because he died already so he ends his sufferings, at the back of my head it is still good of I see my grandfather at his couch lying.

This day is something significant for me. Today is Pacquio and Diaz fight. I think the last time I saw my grandfather was when it is Pacquio vs. Marquez (basta yung last fight niya). If not maybe it is my last few moments with him. At that time he still watched Pacquio’s fight even with his condition back then. Now I am thankful that Pacquio won again because I know that my grandfather will be happy for him. Actually as I write this the t.v. telecast is not yet airing but I tuned at the radio and found out that he won nga.

And it is airing right now. I think my grandfather is watching Pacquio’s fight right now. Maybe he is beside me… scary….

Bakbakan na!!

Busy as a bee

“These days I seem to find a million reasons to sit around and waist my mind”

A very tiring and stressful week indeed! Since I entered my third year in college a lot of things changed. Busy became an ordinary word for me and imagine I am only in my 2^nd week. Now I only can post less than 10 here at my blog. If you could see at my archives I can post as many as 30+ posts. Maybe blame it on my 6-9:00pm schedule during Wednesdays then on Thursdays I have 7:30 class. Maybe it is also the reason why I don’t have a dengue. My brother was diagnosed with dengue while my little brother is also at the hospital and results will be released later on. Yes, my two brothers are at the hospital fighting for their disease why they left me and our maid here alone. That is making me stressful! When I arrived at our home, my two dogs are the only one who greeted me.

On Mondays we don’t have a class and this Tuesday is Araw ng Maynila. It is my first time to love Manila’s Day. Because like last year the Manila’s Day is on Monday and I don’t have a class for that day so it is useless. When I am at first year it is on Sunday. Now I can really cherish it. I really need a break! I have eye bags already!!! But a lot of things still I needed to do. Thanks to my professors!

Marc marks the spot

“you can count on me, I’m gonna get it done get it done”

That’s what I am talking about. Musicians should takeover television. I am not really into watching telenovelas until I heard Marc Abaya will be on Ligaw na Bulaklak, I said I want to watch this for Marc’s sake. I really wanted to see him act since I saw his trailer for “Elegy” his independent movie. I really wanted to watch that movie.

Anyways, I saw him just today. At first I thought that Marc will be just an extra or whatever in the show since Roxanne has a leading man already. But I saw this commercial for their show and I saw Marc kissing Roxanne and if I’m not mistaken he also kissed Ara Mina. Astig! I have this state of mind that if you are in a band or rock band or a rock star, they will not do “masa” things like for others acting in for television.

Well Marc Abaya did everything tastefully. I saw some of his parts that will be shown tomorrow (naku, di ko mapapanood si Marc bukas) and he breaks rockstar stereotypes. Marc’s acting capabilities is a true statement that rock stars, musician or band members should replace those f*****g artist who doesn’t know how to act but always on t.v.
I’ll stop ranting and start watching for Marc.

Lagim is back

“Your face lights up the sky on the highway”

Strange but true Rico Blanco is back. When I arrived at home I saw this newspaper and it’s in entertainment section he is like in headline. It is stated there “Yes, it’s Rico Blanco” then I saw this picture. I thought it is an old newspaper from my “archive” so I thought it is an old issue. I got excited so I browsed it and saw that it is a current issue and he is really back. He is out with his new single. I haven’t heard it because I am busy nowadays.

Rico Blanco being a solo performer makes me think very much. What I mean is if he is still with Rivermaya, maybe they are very big Asian artist already. Maybe he is tired of it, or maybe tired of his management and band mates. I never think that he will go back in the music biz or like be a performer because he just left his band without notice and as what I know wala namang masamang nangyari before the break up. I thought he wanted a new career. Well I really like him back. For almost 1 year of hiatus, I missed him so much that I got tired of listening to his old songs, old interviews from magazines and as well as old videos. I did a “panic buying” nga eh. I bought the Rivermaya live and acoustic. It is only 150 nga lang pala pero it is with about 10 songs plus 8 videos. I also bought his last magazines with his former band.

Now I wonder will he ever sing rivermaya songs at gigs? kita kits sa gigs and let’s find out together.

But wait there’s more… I thought this post will be over. But as I write this down and while listening to NU 107 Independence special, I heard “Yugto” his new single.

This is unofficial lyrics of “Yugto” I just tried to write what I heard. Ni record ko lang… eto lang kasi yung pwede kong gawin… I can’t upload the song…
Yung bandang huli kasi hindi ko maintindihan…
Parang may paka orchestra… astig…



Sa gitna ng kagubatan may ahas na hahalik
Tatawagin kang kaibigan na pinka matalik
Pupulupot sa leeg mo sisipsip ng iyong dugo
Ipapako ka sa krus kapag ikaw ay natuyo

Sa gitna ng kaguluhan may kukulong bulkan
Di ma pigil ang yabang at sakdal na kasakiman
Susubukang angkinin ang lahat ng hindi kanya
Kung kaya kang paikutin tiyak paiikutin ka

Ngunit hindi nila kayang baliin ang iyong loob
Ang pag-ibig na hawak mo’y hindi malulubog

Lumiyab ka….

Sa gitna ng kadiliman may buwitre na nagmamasid
May magbabato ng putik ngunit walang mayayanig
Iiyak ang mga batang nahulugan ng candy
Laging mga problema sa iba’y sinisisi

Sa gitna ng kagubatan may ahas na hahalik
Itinuring mong kaibigan na pinka matalik
Feeling mo’y pupugutan dugo mo’y sisipsipin
Kapag wala nang mahanap ang ending mo’y sa bangin
Ngunit hindi nila kayang baliin ang iyong loob
Ang pag-ibig na hawak mo’y hindi malulubog

Lumiyab ka….

Tuwing hating gabi maririnig mo ang huni
Ng mga kaluluwang naliligaw
Lahat ng pera sa mundo hindi kayang gawin ito
Ang huwad na tao..

Saksi ang langit sa lahat ng naganap
Saksi ang langit sa …

Lumiyab ka….
May review for this song to be post later on since I need to do some things…

First day hi

June 10 (Tuesday)
“Nasasabik sa unang araw ng eskwela”

So here I am back to school like other 30 million ++ kids. It’s not my intention to go to school since it is the first day. I am studying for almost all of my life so I know the drill. First day is just meeting the teachers, orientation, rules etc, etc… but I also remember that it is also the catching up stage, the tsismisan, the kamustahan with my classmates… So I just tried to go to school coz I just miss hanging out with my friends and I only have 1 subject for this day. But I think that is also the reason why I can’t get out of my bed because I have only 1 subject for this day, it’s the 1st day and last but not the least the subject has a whapping zero units.

Awhile ago as I entered my beloved school (aysus, aysus) I already heard some of my former blockmates and they waved at me. Then when I am in our classroom reality hits me because it means me or we have new set of classmates. We waited for the professor but it turns out that it’s not our professor and scheduled have changed.

But I am really nervous, anxious, excited for tomorrow. First because I need to accompany my youngest brother to go to school since my mother is not available every Wednesday because she has some church activities. It’s my first time to do things like that. I am the only available because my class will start pa at 10:30. Speaking of 10:30, my subject for that is Statistics. I hate going back to the start. Then my dismissal will be 9:00pm. Ayos!


I bought banda mag nga pala featuring Pupil. I really love the pictures lalo na yung kay Ely at Wendell hahah astig!!

Pain in the hands of my love

June 1 (Sunday)

I think this poem entitled “Pain in the hands of my love” will tell what I feel. I saw this boy named Jepoy at Imbestigador. I am just so speechless

I was man slaughtered yet I’m still alive

The fervor of the gunshots still remains

Your unrelenting animosity

Flowing in my body intensely

I am the spawn from your womb

That you caressed for 9 long months

But I am greatly bemused

You bereft me of your love

That I’m longing to have

The vehemence you’re showing to me

Flows into my nerves

Dislodging you is an option I can make

But I didn’t

Cause you are still part of my fingerprints

That God baked

Mother is such a sweet word for many

Mother is a praise for everybody

But for me it is like a curse

Coz until I reached nirvana and the paradise

You will still be my mother I ought to have

Praning!

“Bakit ka na pra-praning isip mo’y laging gising… Ikaw ang gumagawa ng sarili mong problema kung masyado ka lang nag papaapekta sa mga bagay na walang ka kwenta kwenta lumabas ka na lang at manood ng banda”

I’m officially scared of long dark nights and blame it to my foolish and imprudent imagination. A while ago I awakened by someone who is calling for my mother’s name. Then I looked at my phone and it is 3:00 am. Sabi nga sa larong The Sims “didn’t your mother ever teach you manners it is not socially accepted to call at middle of the night”. So hearing him called my mother’s name for about 5 times I started to think eccentric things such as; when our maid heard the guy she opened the door then he has a gun so he shoot her then he entered our home and start to get things, or worst killing all of us. It is like a red carpet massacre. Hahaha… at that point I like to pee, but I’m afraid because the killer might outside our room and he is holding some gun or patpat. Then I waited… and waited for something to happen… then I saw my dad going to c.r. and I was really afraid for him because I though the “killer” is still outside. My heart pounded very fast like Lydia de Vega running for a race. My heart never pounded like that since I’m at my phil go. Co. class waiting for my class card. Then when it was about 5:00am I finished imagining things and I said to myself these things must end. So I went to c.r. to pee.

*You can’t blame for being paranoid or praning coz a lot of horrible things happened already in our home when it is in the middle of the night.

1^st my grandmother was killed.

2^nd we almost hit by a burglar

plus the countless massacre stories...

Until now I don’t know if someone really called my mother or it is just my dream. Leche kasi si John lennon eh… ka ka download ko lang kasi ng song niyang “imagine”… na l.s.s. ako… to end this post this is a quote from a game I am playing “Imagination is better than knowledge”. I really don’t know if there is such a quote like that or gawa gawa lang ng nag submit sa larong Flip words. But if that’s true it will make me happy J

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Dead end

“I don’t wanna know I don’t wanna know I don’t wannaa know I don’t wanna know what I do without you”

Death is something we really don’t want to talk about but it is something we should really need to talk about. For example when an old person will say something about what he likes when he is dead or anything we always say “Wag kang magsalita ng ganyan”.

Maybe because we are really scared of what reality really is. Death is equals to end. And we hate endings. Now I’m scared because my parents are not getting younger anytime now. My father is already 60 while my mother is 47. And still all 4 of us are still in school and very much dependent with them. Like now my father didn’t work for two days now because he is having migraine or vertigo. He is senior citizen na but he is still working at sa Cavite pa. Imagine everyday back and forth Manila to Cavite. I know malapit na siyang mag retire and I really scared of that coz I think I need to work for them now. It’s pay back time ika nga. And I’m really scared with that kind of responsibility.

Now I said to myself I will not marry very old man. My reason is because I’m just scared that he might not see my children grow or achieved something. Yun lang naman yung kinakatakot ko.

I always think what will be my cost of death. Tapos if for example ngayon ako mamatay how my friends, classmates will know about that. Will someone cry for me? Will they say good things about me? Will I go to heaven or hell? So many questions…. Yet to be answered…

When I die, I want to be cremated. Because I saw the price differences and ang mahal pala mamatay. Mamatay ka talaga sa presyo. Tsaka gusto ko sandali na lang ang lamay. Mga 2-3 days lang. tama na ang dramahan… hehehehe…

As I always say, pag hindi na ako nag po-post ditto malamang sa hindi patay na ako… awooooooo!!!

Holy Kamote...2

“bawat klase niya ay tinutulugan… pumapasok lang hanggang umabot ang attendance… pagdating sa kalokohan siya ang number 1 hindi paiiwan”

As I read my post last year the same month I have this post like a summary about my 1^st year college. So I think I will do it again.

First semester is a lot of fun. I have a lot of business subjects. I was so happy to see my class cards for the 1^st semester because I have a lot of B’s. wala akong lower than B-. But everything changed when 2^nd semester came. I need again to drop my statistics subject. I have a D at Phil. Go. Co. my first ever D in my life. I repeat my accounting and it is kind of fun thing to do. This second year for my blockmates is kind of shaky. A lot of friendships are broken. It is like the year when they know the “tunay na kulay” or real color of their friends. It seems that my friends and I also went through a “test” but we still stick to each other. Sabi nga ng iba naming classmate kami nalang yung hindi nag wawatak watak.

One highlight for this year is our retreat. It is like a soul searching for me and I really learned a lot. This year I also got the chance to meet a lot of new friends. Another highlight for the year is when my friends and classmates made a surprise thingy for me for my 18^th b-day. I’m really astounded because they did something like that. I always treasure that.

The cutting classes, and other iskul bukol moments still happened even if we said we will not do it again but we lessen it a bit. Masaya itong taon na ito because it is our last year together as block mates. Even though I have problems about them about their attitudes they will be my forever favorite block mates. Hahaha!! so this year I’ll say 7 and a half rock stars

Music Buddy

“Radio U.F.O. Radio U.F.O Radio U.F.O”

I love my youngest brother because he is the one who accompanies me in listening music. he will turn 6 this June. But at the tender age of 3 or 4 he already sings “Pare ko”. Why? Just because of the “Tang ina” part. It is so funny to hear and see him singing that song because every time when the tang ina part comes he will whisper it to my ear because he is afraid that my parents will ear him. He listens to music very much. he likes Urbandub’s “Evidence” these days. Nakakatawa kasi mali mali yung lyrics niya sa kanya “he will give me bananas” ang tama eh “caught you in the arms of another. Hahaha… ang layo di ba? Actually he also listens to the songs I am listening. Nakakainggit because when I was in his age I listen to my “yaya’s music”. Like Bon Jovi, April Boy, Jessa Zaragosa and others. Then here comes my oldest brother, when we are child we listen to boybands like Backstreet boys, Boyzone, N Sync and other boybands na hit nung 90’s.

You wouldn’t believe that I just learned Bamboo is the former vocalist of Rivermaya when I am 14. I just learned to listen to Eraserheads at 15. I just learned what type of music I really like when I reached 14. So many years I wasted to not discover and listen to “good music”. Now I am currently downloading songs from The Beatles and Jeff Buckley. I also bought a Nirvana c.d. at Music One at Glorietta. Meron silang area na puro pre-owned albums. So I just bought it for 150 bucks. May kasabihan nga na “it’s better late than sorry”.

So ayun. You know I always like to have a sister because it is just different. Pero since my youngest brother understands what I like and even jams with me I’m contented because we can sing “Evidence” and “Pare ko” until the sun is up.

Sawa Factor

“at bakit ba pag sawa na ako biglang ayoko na?”

I am loyal to a artist or musician if he/she or they will bring me what I wanted or even bring more than what I want or expected to them. so if I get tired to the musicians they either nagging “too masa”, or nakakasawa lang talaga sila.

1) Calla Lilly- I must admit I really like them at first. I like their songs yung “Stars” and “Hold my Hand” but after that (ano ba yung sumunod na single nila?) hindi ko na sila type. I even saw them performing nung they are just starting out. They are really different from now. It is just me parang yumabang… I can’t say sila maybe siya. I am talking about Kian. If you saw his interviews parang he was trying to funny na nagiging mayabang ang kalalabasan. Marami namang ganun like Jay, Yan and others pero iba and dating ni Kian.

2) 6cyclemind- again I like them hanggang yung single nila ay “upside down”. For me again, parang they became sell out band kasi they have really different sound in their album “Fiesta”. Yung songs nila katulad ng “Magsasaya” and “Aaminin”, it is just too corny and to “masa”. They are realy different from the “Biglaan” and “Wait or go” days.

3) M.Y.M.P.- I’m just too tired of Juris’ voice.

4) Hale-mentioned it already